Nicole Narrating
I woke up with that feeling that my body is already on alert, already on fire, just knowing that I'm going to his house now, that I'll have to face him every morning. I don't know how to react to that because my body seems to betray me. I can't even hide the tension near him, and he doesn't even try to hold back near me.
I know he's not like the other guys from the hill who keep bothering me on social media, but in person, they make jokes about my body, which doesn't really bother me. But it makes me uncomfortable not knowing the person's real intentions. I'm very suspicious about getting involved with someone, I'm very cautious about everything, and that makes me very closed off to getting involved with anyone. And that's why I've never gotten involved with anyone here
