Luana Narrating
Today was a difficult day. So difficult that I can't even properly explain it, because there wasn't a specific event, no visible tragedy, no shouting, no fighting, nothing, but there was everything. There was a heaviness. There was a lump in my throat all day. I wanted to disappear, to erase memories, to shut off my mind. I was going to talk to Nicole, as I always do, but when she called me excitedly talking about her date with Urso, so nervous, so animated, her voice almost stumbling over her own anxiety, I swallowed everything I wanted to say. I didn't want to bring her day down. I let her have that moment because she deserved it.
But I... I felt shattered inside.
Today I made a decision I had been putting off for years. And deep down, I knew I should have made it sinc
