Urso
Oh my God, what a relief… I have never felt such a weight lifted from me as strongly as in that moment when the doctor said my daughter was okay. I have never held on to God as tightly as I do now. I have never felt so small in the face of life, so surrendered, so broken… so much like a father.
I wanted to scream, wanted to fall to the ground again, to thank on my knees, to thank while crying, shouting, making promises, giving away everything I have. But what kept me standing, what kept me breathing, was her. Nicole.
There, by my side, the whole time, stuck to me in a way no one ever had been. Not even when Sophia was born, not even when my ex-wife couldn't even touch her because she was hospitalized too. I held down the fort alone from the start. Slept in a hospital chair, held
