Nicole's narration
I didn't get any sleep.
I can't even explain how the night went, but sleep... I didn't. I was startled awake throughout the night. Every time I opened my eyes, I thought the phone was ringing. Sometimes it was just a noise from the street, other times it was the silence itself that deceived me.
Even knowing that if anything happened, they would call Urso — never me — I kept looking at my phone screen as if it could bring me some news ahead of time. Anxious, tense, with my chest tight.
I got up from the bed about three times, with my heart racing. The first time I went to the bathroom, the second I sat on the edge of the bed with my hand on my head, and the third I couldn't take it anymore. I went to the balcony. I needed fresh air to clear my mind and dispel the fear
