Bella awoke the next morning to the sound of footsteps scurrying just outside her door. It was earlier than usual, the hour before sunrise when most of the estate still slept.
She sat up slowly, rubbing her eyes, her body still aching from the nerves and tension of the previous evening. The gala had been a blur of violins, whispered glances, and Damian’s presence by her side.
Her dress from the night before hung silently on the back of her door, like a memory too vivid to ignore.
She folded it carefully, returned it to the garment bag, and changed into her uniform—back into the world of servants, silent corridors, and duties that didn’t involve candlelit dinners or conversations about poetry.
But something had changed.
She could feel it in the way her feet hesitated at the top of the East Wing stairs. Something heavy lingered in the air.
And when she entered the kitchen, the whispers stopped immediately.
Mrs. Hawthorne glanced up from her clipboard. “Miss Hart. You’re late.”
“I’m early,” Bella replied, showing the time on her watch.
Mrs. Hawthorne didn’t respond. Instead, she made a subtle motion toward the back prep station where Lydia stood, scrubbing silverware with more force than necessary.
Bella walked past the other servants—each one glancing sideways but saying nothing—and took her usual place near the dishwashing station.
Lydia didn’t look up. “So,” she said after a beat, “how was it?”
Bella blinked. “How was what?”
Lydia chuckled dryly. “The dinner. The music. The master.”
Bella felt her stomach tighten.
“I was invited,” she said simply.
“Right,” Lydia muttered. “Just like I was invited to the ambassador’s brunch last spring.”
Bella kept her tone calm. “He asked me to attend. As a guest.”
Lydia snorted. “Is that what we’re calling it now?”
Bella set down the clean tray and turned to face her. “I didn’t ask for this. I didn’t plan for it.”
“No,” Lydia said coldly, “you just showed up looking like a duchess and let him parade you around like a pet.”
“That’s not what happened.”
“Isn’t it?”
The room had gone completely still.
Bella glanced around. Every single staff member was listening—pretending to clean or organize, but watching. Waiting.
“Believe what you want,” Bella said softly. “But I’ve done nothing wrong.”
“You’re climbing,” Lydia spat. “Just like the rest of them do. You’re just better at smiling while you do it.”
Bella’s chest ached. She wanted to shout, to defend herself, to scream that she didn’t even know what she was doing, let alone why it mattered to anyone else.
But instead, she picked up the tray and walked away.
She had work to do.
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The rest of the day passed in clipped moments.
Damian was in meetings for most of it. Bella returned to her normal duties—filing papers, coordinating room changes, helping the event staff organize receipts from the gala. But no matter where she went, the looks followed her.
Curious. Judgmental. Pitying.
She had stepped out of line.
And everyone knew it.
By the time the sun set, Bella was exhausted in a way she hadn’t been since her first month on the estate.
She stopped by the garden on her way back to the servant’s wing, hoping the quiet might help her breathe again.
Instead, she found Damian there, standing near the old marble bench beside the rose arbor.
He looked up when he heard her approach.
“I was looking for you earlier,” he said.
“I’ve been… busy,” she replied, trying to keep her voice even.
He studied her face. “Did something happen?”
Bella hesitated, then shook her head. “Not that you need to worry about.”
“Bella.”
She flinched slightly. He didn’t often say her name like that—soft, careful.
“There are rumors,” she admitted. “About last night.”
He frowned. “Let them talk.”
“I’m not like you, Damian,” she said quietly. “When people talk about me, it doesn’t pass over. It sticks.”
His jaw tightened. “I’m sorry. I didn’t think—”
“You never had to,” she said, then caught herself. “I didn’t mean—”
“No,” he interrupted. “You’re right. I didn’t think about how this would affect you. I should have.”
She exhaled slowly. “I don’t regret going. But I need to know where I stand.”
He looked at her then, not like an employer. Not like a master.
But like a man who didn’t have all the answers.
“You stand with me,” he said quietly.
“That’s not an answer.”
He took a step closer. “I invited you because I wanted you there. Not as a favor. Not as decoration. You… ground me, Bella. You remind me of what matters.”
She stared at him, torn between every instinct that told her to run and the ache in her chest that begged her to stay.
“But what happens when the novelty wears off?” she asked.
His brow furrowed. “This isn’t a novelty.”
“You don’t even know me.”
“I want to.”
Bella shook her head. “I can’t be your escape, Damian. I won’t survive it.”
He took another step. “I don’t want you to be anything but who you are.”
The silence between them stretched, thick and fragile.
Finally, she spoke. “I need time.”
Damian nodded slowly. “Take all you need.”
She turned to leave, her heart pounding so loudly it echoed in her ears.
Behind her, he remained by the roses, watching.
And for the first time since she arrived at the Westwood estate, Bella felt like she was walking toward something of her own making.
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That night, she lay in bed staring at the ceiling.
She remembered the way he had looked at her—not like a possession, not like a challenge—but like someone seeing her, truly seeing her, for the first time.
And yet, every warning in her body screamed be careful.
Because the closer she got to Damian Westwood, the more she stood to lose.
But maybe, just maybe…
She had something to gain, too.