Lyra
The only way to protect the people I love is to hand myself over. I keep this part of my plan to myself. Maddox wouldn’t allow me to do this, but I'll do what needs to be done, then return. Personally, I believe asking forgiveness is better than asking permission, that's just not in me, not even for Maddox.
I can't believe they burnt down Jared’s bar, every time I think about poor Jared I feel so guilty. He was the first person who made me feel welcome in that country, I always looked forward to seeing him. I sigh and snuggle down into Maddox, curled up in a ball on his lap as he draws small circles on my hip with his large hands.
I can feel he is trying to keep his frustration under control, and I appreciate it more than he will ever know. I just need time to think before we l
