I was six beers in by the time ten o’clock rolled by, and it was still not enough to get Renee off my mind, even for a brief moment. The bar was slow tonight, but random stragglers came in and out of the cold, taking shots and even going for a quick game of pool or darts. I didn’t bother to turn around. Really, I couldn't. I didn’t care, not anymore. It was all I could do to find the physical effort to lift my head and order another beer.
After another moment, my phone buzzed, and I almost didn’t check it. It had been going off all night, ever since I confronted Carly and spilled everything to her. Aaron had repeatedly been calling; even Jake had texted me multiple times. They wanted to know what to do now, I know they did, but I didn’t really have an answer for them.
Because I wasn’t su
