What was Csaba Váradi compared to this! I spent years daydreaming about someone who didn’t even notice me. But at least by doing this, I kept myself from getting involved in some kind of lukewarm relationship. (I’ve started thinking a bit more spiritually ever since Juli showed me her ‘goddess’ side.) I managed to save my body and soul for the great encounter, which frightens me, to be honest. I mean the encounter and the question of what would happen to us if we’d have to be apart. Because I have to face the fact that a good two weeks from now, we’re going home, and who knows when I’ll be able to get another Italian visa, if I can get one at all.
The point is, the goddess was really gracious to me on that night when Juli and I performed the ceremony. Unfortunately, I talk non–stop about
