Intellia Ryan was so deep, I can feel it. He has a big secret that keeps hunting him as he was laughing a lot in our engagement and then looked at me profoundly and I was sure I saw sadness in his eyes and something weird like regret... I want to know what is his problem? What was his life like? Was it all ' la vie en rose ' as he described it or was there a missing part that he hadn't revealed? Was there a dark secret? But how am I willing to ask him while I hid the conversation about my past and parents... I need to be sincere to him before I ask him. One day, I told him to meet me after the gym at the club. "Hey, you know I've left America for a week now and I need to come back to the company as there is work load on my P.A.. Today is my last day in here so, is there any chance f

