I woke up to the smell of rain. It was fresh and I felt myself breathe in greedily. The scent reminded me of the fullness that came with rain. Maybe, for some, it was devastating, but beautiful ethereal things were often destructive. My body hurt but it was better than yesterday. I lay there as I saw the space with me, empty of his warmth. This connection that I felt with him, this involvement and a relationship deeper than what I ever thought I could get with an Alpha, was new and so scary. Our relationship started with tragedy. Even now, I do not know what will happen and I do want to get away from him, to save myself the disappointment of an Alpha that I have always gotten. My hands swiped the bedsheet that was still warm from his body. He stayed with me till morning, never leaving me a
