Vermilion’s POV
Hindi ko napansin na nakangiti lang ako habang masuyo kong hinahaplos ang ulo ni Rouxe. Mahimbing na siyang natutulog sa aking tabi after that many f*cking sessions that we did in my playroom. Dinala ko na siya rito sa aking kwarto which is more comfortable. Napabuntong hininga ako at naguguluhan na rin ako sa nararamdaman ko sa kanya. Yes, I want to have a serious relationship with her, explore what she wants. Pero hindi to the point na ayoko na siyang mawala sa aking tabi. I am swimming in dangerous waters right now and it’s not yet the time to really commit with a girl. Masyado pang maaga, halos one month pa lang kaming nagkakakilala at nagkakasama. But yet, she became very important to me na ni magalit siya sa akin ay ayokong mangyari.
Last weekend for me was hell
