European Travel Short Stories: A Complete Collection

Short Story #2: One Way, Walk Away (Part 1)

Silent to ambience at night, looking strange and feeling uncomfortable by moving themselves.

Sometimes I immediately thinking that I never go outside at night due to dangerous mobs out there, sometimes I'm hiding behind the closet, under the table and bed, moving silently as no one can hear me.

I'm feeling cold and sick, seems that I'm died but alive unconciously inside this house full of dusts and breaking objects. I like to be lonely in this house because I don't want my relatives stay here to calm myself on.

I tried to walk as I escaped all my problems here in a city nearby Warsaw. I am enough to saying this words from my mouth even no one listen to me as a fool wants an attention seeking for help.

I didn't know my surroundings out there, when I was a child, my mother didn't want me to go outside because of my strange behavior and I was 12 years old, my family and relatives are leaving to my side because of my condition. I didn't wish to live in this world, it's so unfair to saying this at a time. My neighbors just ignored me, the sellers just giving me very little amount of food for my every meal.

I didn't finish my education due to my feelings from the discrimination that damages my mental health even teachers didn't listen.

Struggles, painful went reading my feelings turn into aggressive, no one can help me or listen to my condition. I want to speak up and I need you advice please.

Breakdown into the shads of something layer by layer wounds would be here.

This time, I felt lost and I bring my stuffs in my bag and just wandering through the dark. As I'm going outside, looking at my surroundings and running too quickly as I don't want to stay there.

Now, I am start wandering even foggy or snow, I just meet with my experience down to struggle, I think I am invisible and over shadowing by the community.