Almost Always You

Chapter 7

Xander’s POV

I don’t know what came over me when I kissed her. She’s my friend’s sister, and it’s not right for me to kiss her or have feelings for her. Sure, I liked her a lot in the past, but I thought all those feelings were gone after I moved here, but seeing her sitting on that couch on my birthday made me realize that my feelings for her are still here, and I need to control them. She has grown so beautiful, and her body was perfect and sexy with curves at the perfect places.

I just didn’t want her to be someone else’s, but I cannot give her what she wants at the same time. When I saw her kissing that David guy, I wanted to punch him in the face. It’s not my right to do so, but I couldn’t control my emotions. I left her upstairs alone after kissing her. I hope she doesn’t expect us to be in a relationship just because I kissed her. I know she isn’t naïve to think so, as she knows me pretty well.

I saw her coming downstairs after a few minutes. Her makeup was gone, and her eyes were red. She was crying all because of me. She ignored me and disappeared into the kitchen. I needed a distraction. I got up with Nikki still on my lap. She lost balance and almost fell down. I caught her just in time.

“Come in! Let’s go upstairs.” I told her and dragged her up to my room in a hurry. She was someone who would satisfy my needs, and I hers. We entered my room and started kissing. I kicked the door shut. As I was kissing her, all I could think about was El and her pink lips on mine. I pulled away from her and moved towards my bed. I gently pushed her down and hovered on top of her. I kissed Nikki’s neck, and she moaned loudly. I was really hard. I ripped her shirt open; she wasn’t wearing a bra. I soon placed my lips on one of her hardened peaks. Nikki threaded her fingers in my hair and pulled them.

“Oh God, Alex!” she moaned.

She was withering beneath me. I switched to her other boob, giving it the same attention, and lowered my hand into her shorts. I rubbed her through her panties.

“Ahh,” El moaned. Wait. What? I stopped completely and looked up. I was still for a moment. It was NIKK. I am looking back at me and not El. f**k, I need to stop thinking about her. I pulled Nikki up. “Remove your shorts and panties.” I told her and removed my pants. I grabbed a condom from the bedside table and rolled it onto my c**k. I sat on my bed and pulled Nikki onto my lap. She lowered herself slowly, taking me inch by inch in her. I closed my eyes, feeling the sensation. Nikki moaned and threw her head back.

She started going up and down slowly at first, but I couldn’t wait anymore; I started thrusting upwards. She let out a loud moan. Her long legs on both my sides, her hands wrapped around my neck. I closed my eyes and increased my speed. Her moans grew louder. Even though it was Nikki riding me, all I could picture was El wrapped around me. She stopped her movements completely. I gripped her hair and tilted her head. I bit into her neck, thrusting into her.

We both came at the same time. I got up and went into the bathroom. I got cleaned and went back downstairs with Nikki behind me. She went to her friends, and I started looking for El.

I went into the kitchen, but she wasn’t there. I saw Josh and Peter talking to each other.

“Hey, have you guys seen El?” I asked them.

“She was really drunk, so David took her upstairs to my room,” said Peter.

“Really? She’s drunk, and you guys let her go into an empty room with some random guy," I said in a raised voice.

“Chill, dude. David’s a nice guy, plus he just came downstairs a while ago to fetch water and crisps. He said it’s for El. It would help her sober up. “We’ve known him for a long time; the guy is decent. He wouldn’t take advantage of her,” said Josh, to which Peter nodded.

I thought it was a waste of time talking to these guys. I made my way upstairs on my own to find El. I went towards Peter’s room and opened the door without knocking.

What I said brought fury to my mind. David and El were about to kiss. I saw red. I was very angry. I know I don’t have any right to her, but still I hated whatever was going on between them. El stood up so fast that she lost her balance and was about to fall down when David caught her. I don’t like him touching her.

“What the hell is going on?” I asked in an angry voice.

I moved towards them and pulled El to me. She didn’t say anything, just looked at me.

“Nothing, Alex. Ella and I were just talking,” said David.

“Talking? Really? If you guys were just talking, then why did it look like you were about to kiss?”

David was quiet. He knew it was wrong and not good to be on my bad side. He didn’t have an answer, so I continued.

“Listen to me clearly, Scott. El is off limits. She’s my friend’s sister, so when he isn’t around, it’s my responsibility to look after her. It’s my final warning to you. Stay away from her,” I said furiously. El opened her mouth to say something, but I looked down at her, and that shut her up. David left the room without looking back. El stared at the door for a few minutes before walking away. I ran towards her and stopped her.

“Where are you going?” I asked calmly.

“I’m going back to the dorms.”

“It’s past midnight. I don’t think you should go now.”

“So where am I supposed to sleep?”

“You can sleep in my room.” As soon as I said it, she let out a fake laugh.

“You think after everything you have done tonight I’ll be staying here with you. I don’t know why I’m even telling you all this. You don’t have any right to know. You have done enough.” She tried to walk past me, but I stopped her again.

“At least let me drive you there. It’s still not the right time to walk alone on the streets.”

“No. I’m fine on my own.” She walked past me.

I didn’t say anything or didn’t stop her; instead, I walked behind her. She didn’t notice me until we were on the street. She stopped and turned around.

“I don’t need you. Why can’t you understand? You make me miserable,” she shouted and started walking again, but this time with a little speed. I increased my pace too but kept my distance. She’s mad at me, and I don’t want her to hate me. She didn’t say anything else and just kept on walking.

We reached her dorm. I followed her inside; I don’t know why. She turned around when we reached her room.

“I’m here,” she said, opening the door and stepping into her room. “You can leave now,” she said and was about to close the door. I stopped her and got into the room with her. I closed the door behind my back.

“I think we should talk,” I said nervously. I don’t know why I did that, but I just did.

“I don’t think there’s anything to talk about. We kissed, you left without saying anything, and then later on you went to have s*x with Nikki.”

Wait, how did she know about me and Nikki? Seeing the surprised look on my face, she said.

“That’s right, I know. Peter saw you both going upstairs.” I wanted to tell her there’s nothing going on between us, but she put her hand in the air, preventing me from talking.

“Save it, Xander. I don’t really care about you or with whom you have s*x. I care about my life only, and you have no right to interfere in it. James doesn’t care about me, so stop using his name in front of the guys I’m interested in.” With that, she opened the door and pushed me out. She shut the door on my face, and it hurt a lot seeing that she thinks what happened between us was a mistake.