The Last Love

Thinking about Him

Isabella POV:

I am on my way to the office. I don't want to be late. I closed the file that Mr. Adamos gave me to read because we might close this other deal this weekend.

It's been two weeks since we kissed. I am trying to avoid him at all costs. I would give him coffee with a serious face, without looking at him, and walk out. He even once called me, but I

just ignored him and ran to my cabin. He brought me a new laptop and cell phone and I rejected it, but he insisted on me taking it. He already saved his number on the phone before he gave it to me.

Whenever I go near him or even think of him, I feel my heart beating fast. I don't know why. A smile appears on my face. I wanted to argue with him about the kiss that day, but he shushed

me and said he will take me in the way he wants if I don't stop talking. Then he just simply walked away like nothing happened. Who does that?!

Once I reached our floor I quickly went to the Pantry and made his coffee, I smiled knowing he liked it so much, I'm proud of myself... Not only am I good at my job but also making his coffee. I

patted myself mentally.

I knocked on his office door, turned the knob, and stepped in. I smiled at him slightly. He doesn't pull his gaze to me. It's like he wanted to make me stand here for longer, but guess he couldn't

help himself.

His eyes roam around my body. I wore a simple blouse, this one navy blue, with a form-fitting dark skirt.

"Good morning," he said to me.

"Good morning, Nicholas" I greeted him too in a soft voice. He nods at the corner of his desk commanding to put his coffee there.

"Anything else from me, before I start my work?"

He watched me for a moment. "Come closer," He says in a commanding voice. Hope he is not going to ask me for some impossible things again. Like last week when he asked me to tie his necktie.

I walk nearer and stop just in front of his desk. He stares at my body, my skin, and I look back, undaunted.

Before he could say something we are interrupted by a knock at the door and someone comes inside.

I looked over my shoulder curiously. It was Vincent, one of his trusted men according to him. Anne the receptionist comes scurrying in behind him.

"I'm sorry, sir," Anne says. "He just barged past me."

"It's important, Nick," Vincent says, glancing at me.

He sighs. "You're dismissed," Nicholas tells me. I glanced at him and nodded once, and I left his office.

I sit down in my chair and sigh, crossing my legs.

My hands ache a little to touch his face again. I know It was such a strange and intimate thing, but i can't help it. Looking up at him, I could picture his lips against mine, his hands on my body, and being so close made my heart beat fast.

I don't know what I would've done if he commanded me to do something I shouldn't. Luckily, Vincent and Anne came in to save me.

After a few minutes, I saw Anne leaving the office. She waved at me and smiled and I smiled back.

Through the glass wall that separated our Office, I keep seeing Nicholas sitting in that chair, looking down at me. He's Thirty-two, but boy! He doesn't look thirty at all. I imagined myself caressing his beard slowly. s**t! He's so handsome it's almost unfair, and I can tell that his body is in amazing condition just based on that tight dress shirt he always wears.

I sigh and try to focus on my work. I keep glancing at the glass wall, wondering why he didn't close the blinds. Vincent hasn't left yet, so I assume they're together, working on some weird deal or whatever.

I spend the next few hours jumping between thinking about Nick and staring at my work. Eventually, I get hungry and eat my lunch sitting in my chair. I have to pack and bring it, and there's a little refrigerator in a side room that's basically my break area, although I don't get an actual break. When I'm done, I clean up and return to my work.

Around 2 pm he called me to his office. I quickly grabbed my notepad and headed to his office, I knocked and opened the door. There He is, looking at me like he wants to pounce on me. What a  way to end my day? He strode toward me. He pulls me tight against him. I can feel his hard c**k now, pulsing against me. I feel his tongue against mine, his taste on my lips, and it's intoxicating. Everything about this man is intense and powerful and dominating, and I hate that I love it.

"How far are you willing to go for your job?" he whispers in my ear.

"I don't know," I admit.

"Would you say no to me?"

"Yes," I say.

"I don't believe you," he whispers back, amusement in his voice.

"I can say no," I push.

"Nickolas", I whispered his name through my lips, as his face is too close to mine again. He leaned down so he is my level. I bit my lip again in tension.

"Bella. Oh, Bella! What have you done to me? Stop doing it! Do you want me to f**k you or something?!", he almost shouted, but not with anger. I gasped at his words. How can he be so blunt?

I stare up into his eyes. I can't move a muscle.

His smile is delicious and terrifying.

"Like I said," he whispers. "You can, but you won't."

He kisses me again and I kiss him back. It's stupid, reckless, but I can't help myself.

He's right. I could say no. I just don't want to.

I should despise him. I'm his PA and he's my Boss. We're basically opposites, and yet everything about him is so alluring that I can't help myself.

I want to be controlled, dominated. I didn't know that until I was down on my knees for him, obeying him and letting him kiss me whenever he wants.

There's a sudden buzz at his desk and he breaks off the kiss. "s**t," he whispers as he steps away. I'm left standing there, practically trembling with desire for him. He picks up his phone.

"What?" He listens for a moment with a frown on his face. "Fine." He hangs up and looks at me.

"We can finish this discussion another time, My Bella."

I leave his office with so many thoughts. This man is dark and mysterious. Apparently, he's dangerous. Apparently, I should be afraid of him.

Instead, I want him so badly and it's driving me insane...