You could've hurt me in ways I thought you wouldn't
You could've hurt me with the same mistake you always make
But while the storm lasts I will dance in the rain
I could end up loosing you, but I'll heal either way
I danced, I danced, for a really long time
And it took me so long to realize, how much self-love I deserve to have
But there ain't no 'unfortunate' part of me, just 'getting to set me free' kind of me
It felt impossible- to be myself
It felt like the tiniest outbreak would be the end
And I held it in, until the next morning waiting for the feelings to leave
So the best feeling I've ever had in a while, is realizing I don't give a shit
Not anymore
Not for you, and definitely not for us
And I say this with genuine love, instead of having me on a threat
If you want to go, go
I don't care anymore
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I believe this is like,,, one of my favorites so far
and I need this app to cut me sum slack it's a damn poem...
*types to take space*
.... ?♀️ I am SO SORRY