Woods Cabin Nights

Realization Pt 2.

(Please I need a moment of silence for the dead words I just wrote and couldn't save on time .....

This chapter was re re edited some parts got lost 'cause I was complementing the chapter at some parts. My mind sometimes start working on its own and when I'm done I barely recognize the words so I forget almost everything :( TT-TT I'm still crying for my words I spent all afternoon editing and someone called me and... my words died... I forgot to save so... I took my time writing the complements and editing. After this I'll start using the computer to change my work in there 'cause so far everything it's on my phone... obviously with backups. I'm out, someone hand me a tissue)

Fuck what a timing! I need to show her what I am... mmmhh her scent is rising I'm losing it, maybe after I knott her again I'll show her.

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I start feeling it again, the heat the burning and the ache on my abdomen... my v****a it's... throbbing. Oooh! I close my eyes...

-mmm...

I just moaned, oh good! I want him now my reason it's vanishing. I know that I need him my v****a seems to agree 'cause it's throbbing again, my body knows things that I don't and I find myself listen to it. I open my eyes and he is watching me. He stopped thinking in whatever he was thinking when I told him about granny and what I do... Stop thinking about it! My body aches! The way he is seeing me it's like he would like to eat me and I want him to do it.

-You...

He pants and tries to speak but seems hard to him.

-... Are in heat again... I'd would love to have you in a different way... But as I said your heat it's really strong...

Stop talking I'm in pain I can't handle anymore so I stand up and get close to him I'm shaking this should not be happening it's like my body has a mind of its own and its not me who controls it. He rise up to his feet and get closer to me and take me by the waist with his big palms at my sides holding me so I take him by the shoulders and jump to him circling my legs to his hips. He kisses me hard and I find myself answering eager to meet his lips.

I never being kissed before and it feels so good and right that I love it, our mouths move in sync and he nibbles my lower lip making my mouth open as he slides his tongue inside. He takes me to bed and places me in there without separating from me. He is between my legs and I'm moving my hips to find his crotch with mine. I'm desperate. My inner walls that I recently discovered are throbbing and trying to suck, I'm so wet that my gown it's already damp.

He separates a little from me to take his shirt and pants out and I'm so aroused at the sight of him I want to run my hands through all his glorious body, his chest, abs and shoulder are a sight to be seen. I want to mark his body as the ones on the biology books I could place a tag on every part of him easily. Everything of him screams power, his thighs are strong and his erection mmmhh now I wonder how does that thing fit me I saw it two times inside me and I've never tough my v****a could be so big. He comes closer and while touching the skin on my legs he rises my night gown and I left him slip it over my head. I'm not wearing panties or a bra, when earlier he gave me the night gown I forgot to put ones. He eyes me thorough hooded eyes like eating me with through those beautiful orbs and I feel the need increase, so I left a little cry. He gets closer to me and whisper on my ear.

- I need to do this... you need me to do it.

I don't say a thing I just squirm more from the anticipation.

He separates. Then takes my feet and he start kissing it from my toes to my calf and thigh while his pelvis it's closer to mine. He place my leg on his shoulder and then enters me.

-Ow!

I find myself screaming. He thrust with ease and growls... An animalistic growl that should scare me but just turns me on more.

-f*****g tight!

Says while he starts pumping his p***s inside me. I found myself moving my hips to sync with his thrusts and my hands are impatient to touch him but he is caressing and sucking the skin from my entire leg that is out of my reach so I grab the pillow under my head and squeeze it.

He left my thigh and place his hands on my hips to guide me to his crotch and meet his thrusts causing me to cry because of the deepness that he has reached. I'm moaning like I could never have imagined I could do. He is pounding at a steady beat and it's driving me crazy! I want to release!

-No, no baby I want you to enjoy it.

He say eying me with reprimand. Has his voice always sounded so erotic?

-Mmm....

I'm trying to catch his thrusts while my walls are sucking I want him to let me release!

-Shhh... Don't be greedy. I'll fill you up at the time.

-He leans to me caging my body and kisses me soft and sweet. His mouth know how to play with mine, he open my mouth so I allow him to slide his tongue inside. His hot tongue plays with mine making me lose my breath. I take advantage to lead my hands to his back careasing upwards 'till I reach his neck and lost my hands on his hair. When he leaves my mouth I make a sound to protest but soon became a moan when he kiss where my jaw and neck meets making me realize that my n*****s are hard because I feel a contraction on my breasts like asking for attention. With every thrust he wakes a spot inside me that make me scream.

-Ahhhh!

He keeps thrusting to that spot without stopping and trace kisses from my neck to my collarbone to find that part of my body that I didn't though could be so sensible. His kisses are soft like to measure the skin in there causing tingles on my legs. The sensation it's growing in my abdomen and my moans are rising. I'm at his mercy. I'm all a picture of wide open legs and a crying mess of moans. My hands move to his back to claw my nails on it causing animalistic growls coming out from his throat . He touch my sides and caress my ribs. His left hand find my right breast and start massaging.

-Oh! God! You are so soft! So Sweet! So f*****g tight!

And hits that spot with force making me arch my back. He is playing with my breast while pounding inside me. I can't wait any more my toes are curling and I'm a crying mess of moans when my orgasm is released.

-Oh f**k! You are milking me!

He doesn't let me compose myself when rushes his thrusts while my inner walls are sucking him non stop.

He places my n****e on his mouth and that just drives me more crazy! I just released but I want it again so I do it while he left my breast and hugs me crashing my chest with his and he sit us placing his face to a side of my neck.

-Oh! f**k! I'm cuming!

I can't say a thing. All I can think oof is how amazing it feels! His thrusts are furious and then I feel it building the knott inside my walls that still hurts but now feels pleasurable expanding inside me following of the the warm release, his warm semen that is filling my womb. I'm shaking, my toes are still curling from the sensation, my whole body is shaking, my v****a keeps sucking him, my breathing it's labored and I feel limp on his arms. My head it's beginning to dispel the haze that I was in but I don't want to think about what just happened. I'm so tired. Even if I don't want to, this feels good. This feels right. He doesn't try to calm me, there's no need. He hugs me and caresses my back and I find myself hugging him too. Our warm bodies are joined together.

He is placing kisses through my neck and ears and hair. I don't want to look his face 'cause I don't know what would happen with me next. I don't think about it I don't want to. I'm afraid.

-I need to know you better before other wave interrupt us.

-...

-I would love to know your name...

-It's Istar...

With a trembling little voice I said and again I found myself answering him.

-Istar... Like the Babylonian goddess... of love, live and fertility.

He keeps planting kisses in my neck and moves a hand to my abdomen caressing it.

-I'm eager to you having my pups.

-...

He is now looking at me and I'm reluctant. I don't want to see him, I feel shame, nothing makes sense now. He holds my head to look at my face.

-There is in you the acceptance about who you are and what I am. You know somehow that what I'm telling you it's true. But I need to show you. You need to see what we are.

I try to separate from him. I want to lay down and sleep, maybe tomorrow everything will be back to normal.

-Oww.

I left a little cry.

-Sorry love, but you can't get out of my hold while I'm knotting you. That would only cause both pain.

Or maybe not... He doesn't say anything else. I put my head on the crook of his neck to not see him in the eyes, the way he was looking at me was with expectation and some hope. I stay quiet. I recall the first time when happened the same. It'll pass in some minutes.

After a while the knott it's decreasing and he comes out of me. His semen comes out too making me squirm a little.

I separate from him and lay on my side. I feel unease so I get up with precaution and head to the bathroom. Turn on the shower and then I look at the mirror. My face is red my eyes are distant and my pupils a little dilated. My lips are swollen and my neck and collarbone have marks all the way until my breast.

I'm shaking, what have I done?

He r***d me, he is a stranger, he is crazy. Why? Why can't I feel repulsed by the thought of him? Why did I did this? Why?! Does I was so desperate of human contact that I left myself do this things with him?

I'm crying now and sit on the bathroom floor. What should I do? he said that he won't go away. There's no escape from this, I always find myself trusting him, even if i don't want to. My life it's a mess. I've don't know what to do now.

My thoughts are interrupted by his words.

-Istar open the door. I can feel your distress. Stop thinking, please don't think more about it, it's not your fault.

He is worried, why? There's nothing I could do to harm... My head lifts to the mirror and I got up to reach it but before I crash the glass he breaks in and hugs me.

-It's not your fault! We are like this! It's not fair I know but there's nothing we can do to change it! I've tried. Don't hurt yourself... Please you are sacred to me... you are now all I have.

His words calm me. What was I thinking? Kill myself? No I'm just confused, my life hasn't ended.

-You need to see it with your eyes what I say it's true. You have no choice in this neither do I. When the bond gets stronger you would be incapable of choosing. You must accept me before that. I don't want that my mate feels the obligation to accept me just because her body say so. And I'm not saying it because it's what I want, indeed it's what I want but not like this.

-I don't know you but we wolves have also a high sensitivity to people. You are different I can feel it in me. You shine as no other person could. I want you because I can see myself loving you in the future.

This stranger whose name it's like the ones of the creatures that God made to guard the heavens and earth, it's talking me with love about love.

Today is a weird day. I feel calm now but the uneasy stills here.

-I'll show you. I hope with this your doubts will be banished from your thoughts.

He let me go and head out the bathroom to the closet holding my hand all the way, picks a robe and covers me with it without caring to cover himself.

-Lets go out.

We head outside and he left my hand go. He places in from of me and takes some steps back.

My eyes try to get out of my sockets at the sight before me. He just shifted, to a gigantic Wolf.

An image of a man carrying a kid on his arms at the back of a huge brown wolf comes to my head they are running through the woods, running from other wolves.

I don't panic at the sight of him. That image it's so vivid. My breathe gets labored and I see how he shift back to catch me before everything gets black.

(As a note the girl it's a loner she made comparisons with the human body to biology books 'cause that's what she have on her home and that's how she have learned a lot more to what she learned on school, I mean her granny was a witch so she had to study every living form as doctors do. She is so innocent, so don't wait from her dirty talks and stuff like that, from were should she could learn? TV? Maybe but that's for bad girls and she it's not one of them, well she might have some not so innocent thoughts, we don't know, we are not on her mind...)