Chapter Thirteen Seeing & Feeling IS Believing Oh God! What was revealed was far more terrible than I could possibly have imagined! What first really struck me was my complete lack of hair ... then my eyes were drawn to the shiny metal U shackle embedded in my nose! I was utterly horrified to see the heavy, thick stainless steel that emerged from my nostrils, resting on my upper lip and knew instinctually that it would be cruelly used. I could not discern how it was fastened into my flesh, but truly, I didn’t need to ... it was a solid and inescapable presence. My eyes were next drawn to the other gleaming U’s fastened tightly into my ear lobes and these flicked back and forth while I stared, dragging heavily on the flesh, but what truly got my attention was the high, thick steel con

