Joker I have to get her back I will get her back. She’s mine god damn it she’s always been mine I can give her so much more than him. She has to realise he is not right for her she has to realise he is only using her for what she can give him. I never realised till the day she left how much I loved her. I know I’ve acted like a complete jerk to her. For f**k sake I let my f*****g friends perv on her. I was so disgusted that night. John’s hands all over her made my skin crawl. I just wanted to keep her to myself and away from the creeps out there and in the end I suffocated her. She assumed I hated her. I never f*****g hated her I just wanted what was best for her and if that meant keeping guys like Carter and Kile away from her so be it. I’m only helping Carter so I can take Corey and hi

