CHAPTER3
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~Tyler~
I still can't comprehend that an Omega may be my mate; I had hoped that Adrianna and I would be matched together after dating for some years. Adrianna is gorgeous. I may say I loved Adrianna, which is why I abandoned my mate. I am already attached to Adrianna. We're already engaged, and I don't want to hurt her. So I made a choice to openly reject my mate because Jackson was also pouring fuel to the flames. He was the one who made it become viral at school, and I am quite unhappy with him.
Rejection. She also rejected me, and it f*****g hurts. Because of my decision, my wolf is crying also and won't talk to me. I am aware of my rudeness, and I regret hurting my supposed mate. Now it is too late. I rejected her already. Every minute, her image would flash through my head. All I could think of was her.
“Tyler! Tyler, are you okay? I have been calling your name since. Why does it look like you have something bothering you?" I realized that I had been standing there since Aurora departed when Adrianna called out to me.
"Are you feeling bad for rejecting her!" Adrianna grimaced.
Damn! What's up with this girl? I had to pull her off the school grounds fast before she started to get into trouble.
"I don't," I replied angrily and moved away from her. Adrianna shouted my name, but I didn't care. I couldn't stop thinking about how much my heart hurt. I had no idea rejection could be so distracting. And I had no idea it ached that badly.
Is she also hurting like this?
Damn, why can't I stop thinking about her? I've been struggling to accept her since I discovered she was my mate at the club, but I felt terrible when I rejected her.
I sighed, changed into my wolf form, and dashed towards the trees.
Aurora Wilson, what did you do to me? Why have your words stuck up with me? And why do I feel as if I already regret the second you responded? Secondly, you rejected me out of hatred? You have got to be kidding me!. I have to find her; she is all I desire at this time. I let out a sigh and stopped running. I've been running for hours, and it's now late. I saw a big rock and sat down, still thinking about my idiocy. I've also been waiting for her for quite some time, and when I saw her, I rejected her.
Stupid me.
I despised myself more than Aurora did. But, Moon Goddess, why an Omega? I still don't understand why I'm an Alpha. I don't know how I am going to go about this.
“No! You can't do this to me Tyler!”
“I will make sure you'll regret this.”
“I, Aurora Wilson, also reject you Tyler Stone as my mate! I hope the Moon Goddess curses you so you never experience true happiness again! Tyler Stone, I loathe you to the moon and back!!!”.
I heard her words in my brain again. I remembered her gorgeous eyes when she spoke those things to me, and I totally disappointed my mate.
"I apologize..." I spoke to my wolf, but he never responded. He is also angry with me. I know I'm the dumbest werewolf on the planet!
I muttered and rushed back to my pack house. As I approached my pack house, I walked into my room without saying anything to anyone. I flung my body onto the mattress as soon as I entered my room. I buried my face in the pillow and yelled at the top of my lungs. My heart continued to ache, and I burst into tears for the first time.
I need Aurora Wilson.
I can't keep living because of the remorse I felt. And I will forever blame myself if Aurora does not want to see me again. She is also hurting. I can feel it. My heart is also crying in pain. This feeling is entirely new to me. And it was because of Aurora Wilson.
"No! you can't do this to me Tyler!."
Her voice reverberated in my head again, and it was eating away at me.
Fuck it.
I need to go see her and apologize for what I said. I rose up and started pacing back and forth.
Will she let me in? Would she like to see me again? f**k, I need to find her before making conclusions.
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When I arrived at her house, I had to allow myself in because I wanted her all to myself. I couldn't tell her I came here to retract my comments, but instead became irritated and thought about how she slays her body for other clients at the club because she is a stripper. I felt jealous and wanted her all to myself at the time.
"Please, you don't want to do this." She spoke to me.
Yes, I don't want to, but I just needed to feel her; she's driving me nuts.
I couldn't stop thinking about her all day, and seeing her now has only fueled my needs.
"I haven't felt like myself since you spoke those words to me. You are really playing with my head, and I don't understand why the Moon Goddess would couple me with an Omega. Omega is for omega, and I am an Alpha; how could I accept this? So, since it's like this, I've come to give you what you want," I muttered to her.
I detected a tiny uncertainty in her eyes, and I know she understands now that I'm not intoxicated and has come to do this to her.
I wanted her all to myself and truly wanted to feel every inch of her gorgeous body. I didn't even give a damn about Adrianna's opinion of me or whether this would end our relationship at that point. Aurora is the reason for my extreme pain, and although I'm making every effort to stop myself from hurting, I'm far stronger than her.
How could a female be so attractive and seductive all at once? In my view, she resembled a goddess. I wasn't sure why I was behaving the way I was, but I found myself drawn to her and wanting to be inside of her.
I started kissing her and noticed that she had a pleasant aroma, which drove me wild. I tried to shove through her but realized she was a virgin.
"Wait! What! "How come I didn't see her as one based on how she entertained us at the club the other day?" I reflected.
I had to let her be; I didn't want her to detest me much more.
"You're still my mate. Your body is mine, whether you like it or not." I spoke to her. I didn't even wait for her response before bolting out the door, only to discover later that she had shut it from behind me.
I started walking towards my pack, but I had conflicting thoughts about what had just happened. My main goal was to retract my remarks, but when I saw her, I became jealous and began needing her immediately.
"What would she think of me now that I had acted like a beast in front of her?" I wondered to myself.
This time, I really messed things up. My wolf was angrier than I was this time, but he was also involved in what had just transpired.
"I never realized I was such a beast until now."
“James, could you check up on Aurora Wilson? I'd like to know everything about her, including her employment and family. Everything!” I said to my beta using a mind link.
Alright, Alpha, I will do exactly that. After a few hours of being unable to sleep and just thinking about Aurora Wilson, James barged into my room without knocking.
"How dare y---!"
"I'm sorry, Alpha, but the girl is missing."
What?!
I stood up instantly and dashed out of the door, headed for the forest as fast as I could. You can't leave me, Aurora Wilson. You can't leave me heartbroken because of what occurred between us tonight.
"I still need you, I can't let you go, you're mine.”
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