How To Mate With An Alpha

Chapter 2: The Wench of Etrana

Samiya’s POV

“Leave us,” was the only thing that Meinrad had bothered to say from the moment he whisked me away from my home or what used to be my home, rather.

While I did enjoy the fact that there were no longer any brooding guards walking with us any longer, I didn’t enjoy the silence that accompanied us.

Scarlet, my wolf, also didn’t enjoy the fact that our mate went silent. I could feel her constant nagging at the back of my mind and I couldn’t blame her. Although we had just discovered our mate, the urge to bond with Meidran and his wolf was almost becoming overbearing.

“The moon goddess is truly so wonderful. I’ve always hoped to get a good mate, and what are the odds? Of all people in the world, she made my mate you, Meidran. We might have fallen off at a point, but I’m happy that my mate got to be my childhood best friend at the very least,” I mentioned, hoping that I had in some way given room for some conversation.

If Meinrad heard anything that I said, he didn’t show it.

His indifference didn’t help Scarlet’s nagging even in the least.

He continued to walk along the stony path, with me trailing behind him. There were times when I tried to meet up with his pace, but the man made it difficult.

“Meidran, can you please slow down?” I whispered a bit louder this time.

The man finally came to a halt. Slowly, he turned to face me and when our eyes locked, it felt as though all the air in my lungs had been knocked out of me, leaving me breathless.

Soft honey brown eyes met with my small emerald green ones and I began to feel a tingling sensation buzz around the air. It had to be the mate bond. I tried to convince myself with everything inside of me that it was only the mate bond that had me feeling like this, but the fact that my childhood crush on Meidran never really left was one that my heart never failed to remind me of.

It wasn’t just the mate bond. It was the history that I had with this man.

In a few strides, he was in front of me. He let out a deep breath and ran a hand through his silver-blond hair. “Miya… Samiya…”

“Miya,” I corrected, taking a step forward and further closing the gap between us. “You always called me Miya when we were little. I know that we fell off, and although I was angry then, I have come to understand why things happened how they did back then, Meidran. I was… I am an omega, and you were the son of the old Beta of the pack. You had to keep up appearances, and so we had to stop seeing each other, but we don’t have to do that anymore, Meidran.

The moon goddess was nice enough to make us fated mates, so we don’t have to hide any longer or stay away from each other… status doesn’t have to be an issue anymore, Meidran. So please, call me Miya. Please.”

With each word and sentence that I spoke, there was this loud beating of my chest that rang in my ears and echoed in my head. Never in my entire life did I imagine my life going this smoothly without me having to lift a finger and now that fate had decided to align itself with my wishes, I was determined to make the most of it and express my gratitude to the best of my ability.

Meidran’s lips drew into a soft smile, allowing his pearly white teeth to peek through. “Fine. I’ll call you Miya, but I need you to come somewhere with me first before we can discuss any further.”

“Where are we going?” I arched an eyebrow, slightly puzzled.

“Trust me?” Meidran’s smile widened even more.

For a woman like me, one of our most important rules was to never trust anyone, especially the ones who just happened to have an extra tail in between their legs, but this wasn’t just anyone or any other man. This was Meidran.

My Meidran.

Sure he had hurt me in the past, but he hadn’t meant to. Meidran could never do anything to intentionally hurt me. The Meidran I knew couldn't bear it.

Plus, Scarlet would never have allowed me to say no to our mate.

Taking a leap of faith, I nodded.

He held out his hand, and I placed mine in his, giving room for the butterflies in my belly to spread to other places. It was the only thing that finally calmed Scarlet down.

We didn’t walk for long by the time we had reached the central market of Etrana.

Meidran and I were now walking hand in hand, which may have garnered stares from most of the people we walked past. I was used to getting stares from people wherever I went because of my popular status as the pack’s slut. I was used to getting even worse stares whenever I had men accompany me, but what I wasn’t used to was receiving weird stares when I was with Meidran.

The foreboding I felt in my heart worsened when I began to hear some of the whispers.

What is Beta Meidran doing? Doesn’t he know better than to wander about with the likes of her?

Has Beta Meidran’s game gotten so weak that he has to look for services with the wench of Etrana?

Isn’t that the wench of Etrana? I heard that she was the reason why Xavier and his mate started having issues.

What will his father say when he hears about this?

The rumors about me never bothered me in the past. I knew what I was, and I wasn’t ashamed of it. What worried me deeply was how Meidran was taking all of this.

Lowering my head, I held Meidran even tighter as we trudged forward. His body stiffened by my side, but I ignored it, trying to convince myself that it didn’t mean anything.

Maybe fate wasn’t on my side all this time after all, and maybe I was just too quick to rejoice because that was the only explanation I could give myself for what happened next.

A man ran forward, stepping in front of us, and from the tunic he wore, accompanied by a row of golden buttons and a sword strapped to his waist, I could only imagine that he was one of the Alpha’s guards.

The man took a bow, before standing up and clearing his throat. “I would hate to interrupt your rendezvous with er…” he took one glance at me before returning his gaze to Meidran, “With um… the wench of Etrana, but your father is looking for you. He needs to see you now and… he doesn’t look too happy either.”

Meidran withdrew his hand from mine, and although I felt a small shot of pain run through my heart at that one action, the sparks on my hand still lingered.

With blood rushing to my cheeks, I took a step away from him and kept my hands behind me.

“Thank you for the information. You can go now,” Meidran informed the guard, to which he took another bow and left, but not before sparing me another curious glance.

“So we will be going to the palace now? Is that where you wanted to take me all along?” I pressed, trying to clear the air of awkwardness that had somehow slipped in between us.

Meidran shoved his hands into his pockets and the free-spirited smile he once offered me was now replaced with a tight-lipped one. He shook his head. “No. No, that is not what I had in mind at all.”

The sense of foreboding I had earlier grew, wrapping its claws around my heart until I felt a small ache.

Looking around, I had come to notice that the stares had become even more. It felt as though a center stage had been somehow created and Meidran and I had somehow been pushed into it, with an eager audience to watch our show unfold.

I swallowed.

Forcing out a laugh, I tried to forget the fact that everyone was now watching us. “So where… where were you planning on taking me then?”

He scoffed. “It doesn’t even matter now. I thought that I could fix this mess quietly. I thought that I could change the stupid mess that the moon goddess created, but I can’t. I just can’t! I cannot pretend to be interested in a woman like you, much less want to be seen out in the open with you for goddess’s sake!”

I had felt pain before. I had felt it when my father left my mother and me. I had felt it the first time I had to sleep with a man just so my mother and I could see a good meal for the next day. Hell, I had felt it when I was fourteen and when Meidran ignored me for the first time and later on stopped talking to me, but this, this felt different.

My eyes watered and, once again, I looked around to see the crowd around us getting even bigger.

Fuck my luck.

“Samiya, this cannot be happening. Our... our mate can’t possibly mean that,” I heard Scarlet whimper, but she was wrong. Unlike me, she was naive. She didn’t see the world for what it truly was. Cruel and unforgiving.

“Just let me handle things, Scarlet,” I mindlinked her, not wanting my anger to seep into my tone, but I felt that I must have failed horribly at that.

I only heard a soft sound of disagreement before she went completely silent.

Holding my head high and grasping onto whatever pride I had left, I choked, “Is it because I’m an omega, Meidran? I thought none of that mattered anymore. Is the way I was born so hard to look over? Is it my fault that I was born like this?”

Meidran removed his hands from his pockets, folding his arms across his chest. The corners of his lips twitched and he rolled his eyes. “It’s not just that, Samiya. It’s the fact that you felt like whoring yourself out was ever a good idea in the first place. In that regard, you had a choice. You always had a choice.

I cannot be mated to someone who is tagged as the wench of Etrana! I refuse to taint my reputation in such a way and have a mate who didn’t value herself enough to keep her purity for the right person.”

Each word hit my chest with the intensity of a newly sharpened dagger. Feeling slightly faint, I held my chest and took a step back. The pain I felt began to mix with a heated anger. I was tired of being regarded as less than and being blamed for the decisions I had to make just to survive. I was tired of being trampled on and being treated like dirt.

Tears began to run down my cheeks and my breathing got even heavier. “And when you left me back then when we were kids? What was your reason for that?!” I screamed.

“Do you not understand how the rank system works?! Did you really think that the son of a Beta could spend his days playing around with some stupid omega who couldn’t even pull through the simple classes we had back then!”

Wiping the tears from my cheeks, I scoffed. “So, that was the real reason you left me when we were kids. You were scared to be associated with some stupid low-class omega, isn’t it? I was never good for you from the beginning, isn't it Beta Meidran?” I stressed his name and title like the two words put together disgusted me.

The fool clenched his fists by his sides. “Yes. Yes, that’s it. The fact that you were born an omega made things terrible for you and now that you made the wise decision to become the famous prostitute of the town, you’re even more disgusting to me. Now you can get over whatever f****d up and deluded version you had of us in your head.”

I felt my wolf getting even weaker as Meidran continued to speak. My heart broke into a million pieces, falling to the pits of my belly and effectively killing all the butterflies in my belly.

My head began to ache and I was sure that my eyes had become bloodshot, but I didn’t care. Keeping my head held up high, I narrowed my eyes at Meidran. “I f*****g hate you, Meidran Hall!”

Meidran tried to walk past me, but I wasn’t done just yet.

“You’re trying to walk away from me again, aren’t you? That’s what you do best, isn’t it? You just walk away from everything you know you don’t have the balls to face!”

The murmurs in the background grew even louder, but I was far too gone now. I was lost in a pit of my own pain and self-pity.

Meidran turned to face me again. This time his eyes were heated with an emotion that almost made those brown orbs appear black, and almost immediately, I could sense what was coming next.

“Do it,” I seethed.

“I, Beta Meidran Hall of the Etrana Pack, reject you, Samiya Cordova, as my mate and I hereby break any bond we might share.”

Scarlet was no longer silent. A loud howl rang in my head and I felt her threatening to take over, but I was strong enough to keep her in check.

What I wasn’t strong enough to do was keep my emotions in check.

My resolve weakened, and I took a step back clutching my chest as though it could lessen the pain that was already beginning to fester. Weakness overcame me and I found myself falling to my knees. I could feel a burning sensation running through my veins, replacing the sparks that I once felt, and in my head only one word rang. Revenge.

“I, Samiya Cordova, wench of Etrana, the lowly omega you so terribly despise, accept your rejection, Beta Meidran.”