The air felt heavier now, charged with the tension that hung between them. Serena stood in the middle of the clearing, arms crossed tightly over her chest as she watched Calder circle her, his gaze steady but piercing, as though he could see right through every one of her defenses. She hated it—hated that he seemed to know more about her than she wanted to admit, hated that he was pushing her toward something she wasn’t ready for.
Calder stopped in front of her, his arms at his sides, his posture relaxed yet commanding. His expression was unreadable, but there was no mistaking the intensity in his eyes. He wasn’t going to let her off the hook. Not today.
“Serena,” he began, his voice low but firm, “this isn’t about whether you want to do this or not. This is about survival. Your survival.” He paused, letting the words sink in. “Ronan’s not going to stop. His pack won’t stop. And if you’re not ready, if you can’t control what’s inside you, they will take you down.”
Serena stiffened at the mention of Ronan, the familiar anger bubbling up inside her. Of course, this was about Ronan—everything was about him lately. Him and his pack, circling her like vultures, waiting for her to slip up, waiting to exploit whatever weakness they thought they saw.
“I’m not afraid of them,” she muttered, though her voice lacked the conviction she wanted it to have.
Calder raised an eyebrow, clearly unimpressed. “It’s not about fear. It’s about power. Your power. You can’t keep running from it, Serena. It’s in you, whether you want it or not. The question is—will you control it, or will you let it control you?”
Serena’s jaw tightened, her hands balling into fists at her sides. Control. That’s what this was all about, wasn’t it? Control. Calder wanted her to believe that she could somehow harness this thing inside her, this wild, untamed force that had always terrified her more than anything Ronan or his pack ever could.
But how could she control something she didn’t even understand? Something she had spent her whole life trying to suppress?
“I don’t need to unlock anything,” she snapped, her voice sharper than she intended. “I’ve survived just fine on my own.”
Calder’s expression didn’t change, but there was a flicker of something in his eyes—disappointment, maybe. Or maybe it was just understanding, though that made her feel even worse.
“Surviving isn’t the same as living,” he said quietly, but the words carried a weight that hit her square in the chest. “You’ve been running for so long, you don’t even see what you’re capable of. But you’re not going to survive this by hiding from your power. You have to face it.”
Serena clenched her jaw, trying to keep the frustration from boiling over, but it was no use. Every part of her wanted to push back against him, against this whole situation. Calder was asking too much. He wanted her to be something she wasn’t—something she didn’t even want to be.
“I never asked for any of this,” she muttered, more to herself than to him. “I didn’t ask for your pack, for Ronan’s attention, for this… power.”
Calder’s gaze softened slightly, but his voice remained firm. “No one ever asks for the cards they’re dealt. But you’ve been dealt yours, and now it’s up to you to decide what you’re going to do with them. You’re stronger than you know, Serena. But you have to stop fighting yourself.”
She turned away, her arms hugging her sides as if trying to shield herself from the weight of his words. She didn’t want to hear this. She didn’t want to be here, on this training ground, being told that she had some great destiny or power she needed to embrace. She just wanted to be left alone.
“Why are you doing this?” she asked, her voice quieter now, the anger giving way to something more vulnerable. “Why do you care so much if I learn to control it or not?”
Calder was silent for a moment, his gaze thoughtful as he considered her question. When he spoke, his voice was softer, but still steady. “Because I know what it’s like to be afraid of your own power. I know what it’s like to think that if you let it out, if you let it take over, you’ll lose yourself. But I also know what happens when you let that fear control you.”
Serena glanced at him, something tightening in her chest. There was something in his eyes—something deeper, something that spoke of pain and experience. She wanted to ignore it, to shrug it off as another one of his attempts to pull her into his world, but she couldn’t shake the feeling that there was truth in his words.
He stepped closer, not threatening, just closing the distance enough to show he wasn’t going to back down. “This isn’t just about Ronan. This is about you. You’re more than a lone wolf, Serena. You’ve always been more than that. But if you don’t start believing it, someone else is going to take that power from you, and you’ll have no say in what happens next.”
The knot in Serena’s chest tightened, her frustration mixing with a growing sense of dread. He was right—on some level, she knew he was right. She couldn’t keep running forever. But the thought of unlocking the power inside her, the thought of facing what she had always feared—it was too much. It was suffocating.
“And what if I don’t want it?” she asked, her voice barely above a whisper. “What if I don’t want any of this?”
Calder’s expression softened, but his voice remained steady. “Then you’ll lose everything.”
The words hung in the air, heavy and final, sinking into Serena’s chest like stones. She could feel the truth of them, even if she didn’t want to admit it. There was no going back. Not now.
She swallowed hard, the tension in her body slowly giving way to resignation. Calder was right about one thing—she couldn’t keep running. Not from Ronan, not from her own power. But that didn’t mean she had to like it.
“Fine,” she muttered, her voice tight with frustration. “I’ll do it. I’ll train.”
Calder’s expression didn’t change, but there was a flicker of approval in his eyes. “Good,” he said simply. “Let’s get started.”
As he moved to prepare for the session, Serena stood in the clearing, her heart still racing, her mind spinning with everything he had said. She wasn’t ready for this. She wasn’t sure if she would ever be ready. But the ground beneath her was shifting, and there was no choice but to move with it.
She clenched her fists, steeling herself for whatever was coming next.
Control. That’s what Calder wanted her to find. But Serena couldn’t shake the feeling that the more control she gained, the more she might lose herself in the process.