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The night outside was still, heavy with the quiet that only small towns seemed to know. Hollow Pines was enveloped in a silence that bordered on unnatural, the streets empty under the pale glow of the moon, and Serena couldn’t shake the feeling that the entire world had taken a breath—and was waiting to exhale. She sat by the narrow window, arms wrapped tightly around her knees, her chin resting on the worn fabric of her jeans as she gazed out at the slumbering town. The faint glow from the streetlamps cast long shadows on the cracked pavement, but even those seemed frozen, as if time itself had stopped for the night. Her room felt too small, too confining, the walls pressing in on her with each passing moment. Calder’s voice still echoed in her mind, his words twisting and tangling with her thoughts, making it impossible to find peace. You won’t be able to run from it forever. Serena clenched her jaw, turning the words over in her mind again and again. It had been hours since their encounter, but the tension he’d ignited inside her hadn’t dimmed. If anything, it had grown worse, spreading through her like a slow-burning fire she couldn’t put out. She hated the way he’d looked at her, as if he already knew the answer to questions she hadn’t even asked herself yet. As if he could see something inside her that she had spent years burying so deep she had almost convinced herself it didn’t exist. Almost. She tightened her arms around her legs, staring out at the empty street. The moon was high, its light casting a silvery sheen over the rooftops, making everything look unreal, like a scene from a dream. But there was no comfort in that. The moon had never been a comfort to her—not since the day she’d realized what it meant for her, what it had always meant. Her heart gave an uneasy lurch, a pulse of something cold and sharp threading through her chest. Calder was wrong. He didn’t know her. He didn’t know anything about her past, her choices, the reasons why she had walked away from pack life. She had spent years building her life without the weight of that world, without the crushing expectations that came with it. She had carved out her own place, kept her distance, stayed free. Free. The word felt hollow now, a flimsy shield she held up to protect herself from the truth she didn’t want to face. Was she free? Or was she just running, always running from something she couldn’t escape? Serena shook her head, pressing her forehead against her knees, closing her eyes as if she could shut out the thoughts. She didn’t want to think about this. She didn’t want to feel this—this sense that something was shifting beneath her, pulling her in a direction she had sworn she would never go. Calder had stirred something in her, but it wasn’t him, not really. It was the way he had looked at her. Like he knew. Like he understood what she was and what she was trying so desperately to avoid. He doesn’t know anything about me. She gritted her teeth, her hands balling into fists. I’m not tied to this place. I don’t have to be a part of this. I can still leave. I can still— Her thoughts faltered, her breath catching in her throat. Even as she tried to convince herself, a heavy weight settled in her chest, pressing down until she felt like she couldn’t breathe. The truth was, Calder had struck a nerve, one she had spent years trying to ignore. And now that it had been touched, she couldn’t seem to stop the questions from flooding her mind, swirling in a chaotic storm she couldn’t control. But why does it feel like everything’s closing in? The thought crept in, soft and unwelcome, curling through her mind like smoke. The world felt smaller now, more confining, like the walls around her were pressing closer, tightening their grip with every passing second. She had always been able to walk away before, to slip through the cracks, unseen and unnoticed. But something was different this time. Something was holding her here, tethering her to this place in a way she didn’t understand, and the weight of it was suffocating. She let out a slow, shaky breath, lifting her head and gazing out at the moonlit street again. Her chest felt tight, her pulse unsteady. She wasn’t used to feeling like this—restless, on edge, like something was looming just out of sight, waiting to strike. She had always been good at controlling her emotions, at keeping her distance, at staying disconnected. But tonight… tonight she couldn’t seem to find her footing. The ground felt unsteady beneath her, and no matter how hard she tried, she couldn’t shake the feeling that something was about to change. She needed to sleep. She needed to quiet her mind, to push all of this aside before it swallowed her whole. Slowly, she uncurled herself from the chair, her muscles stiff from sitting too long, and moved to the bed. The room was dark, the only light coming from the sliver of moonlight that filtered through the thin curtains. The shadows in the corners seemed to shift and breathe, but Serena didn’t care. She was too exhausted to pay them any mind. She lay down, pulling the blanket up to her chest, and closed her eyes. But her heart continued to race, her mind still spinning, unable to settle. The room felt too small, too confining, the air thick and heavy. She could hear the faint ticking of the clock on the nightstand, each second a reminder that sleep was slipping further away. The sound grew louder, each tick a sharp echo in the silence, syncing with the rapid beat of her heart. Her body was tired, but her mind wouldn’t rest. She squeezed her eyes shut tighter, trying to force herself into sleep, but the tension wouldn’t release its grip on her. Her thoughts swirled in a chaotic mess, fragments of memories, fears, and Calder’s cryptic words blending into one incomprehensible blur. Finally, exhaustion overtook her, pulling her under like a slow, irresistible wave.
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