Skies Fall

What's wrong Emily?

Love is it magic ? Is it gold ? Is it true ? Does it make you eat? Flutter ?or joy it's not how I see , hi! I'm Emily and I am 17 years old a senior high school student who loves reading books and novels and fantasizing boys . Every day boys in our class always fools around some are gays who is serious in a relationship but it's fine for me , respect them . Boys always play games at the back , three nerd boys in the front , silent boys in the left , loud boys in the right and I have a friend named Georgia and clarisse who both have boyfriend's but always get pretty and obsess . How can I lived with this ? School is always competitive tired of the competition in the classroom every crush always get shipped everyday , but fantasizing boys is always hard you get to see their funny sides and awkwardness , I always had a book and a diary in our class it's always sealed , no one ever read it , even once , I always write in the diary who are my crushes are , they are very handsome by the way, but they all have girlfriends , never mind that , I believe love always cause conflicts even a slight love or a relationship in highschool they all are talking about how good are they girlfriend and boyfriends are when its all due one month and they change , I don't have a relationship but I believe in the fate , a non toxic fate that exists a boy that passes my standards , but it's just a dream never a reality , it's too early , study as we always said , reading books was never an escape to reality , we got to face it mixed it with faith , I always enjoy planting as usual taking care of them makes you understand what is life as a human , my mother and father and I built a garden a garden only for plants but it's enjoyable how the effort is put unto something that makes you think it is nothing , but it is something , back to reality , we are here now learning at our teachers classroom teaching about what is the value of x ? But I heard ex . Then I didn't listen I was starting at the fields then the teacher shook me up and said we are having a pair assignment it was happened I want to partner with Georgia but teacher partner me up with Carl the one of the nerds in front my seat I always like to giggle with him since elementary , I always grab his nose , while the class ends , Carl talk to me saying , where should we meet up the deadline is in 3 days , I said what is the project ? He said , didn't you listen it's about the pre calculous project that you have to solved and present every solution , I was shocked , but I said to Carl you can do it with the pat in the back , I left him speechless standing right there , left him alone then I walk and walk then I saw a bridge a bridge with a river close to a sunset saying what is my dream? Love ? What is the main job? , I always wanted to know what is my job of my dream before college , I always wonder ? Am I special ? I wanted to ask my parents that , as I arrive at my home , I heard a voice before going upstairs , then I saw carl then mother said hi darling , what is darling the thing now ? But I love it , it's always Emily , then Carl said can we do the project? Then I want to talk to mom about it but she shushh me and said you can do the project upstairs and don't make some loud noise , don't make a miracle , Mother is always protective because I'm the only girl from my three brothers , Owen , Juan and , Anton , three brothers are protective then I show Carl my room where we will study he saw my books even though I didn't read it , it's just for fun or display , then I sat on the bed and he is on the table , Carl felt awkward and said , will you not help? I said I will help but you already know it , Carl was left speechless and stared at me , then I said I will take a shower then Carl said be back faster , then I saw Anton getting upstairs he saw me going to the bathroom and I didn't bother it then Anton saw carl thinking it was Emily's boyfriend , Anton got into the room and start interviewing Carl , while they are interviewing each other I sang in the bathroom singing simphony as a song by clean bandit and Zara Larsson them Anton and Carl heard , Carl saying is your sister great at singing ? Anton said nah she just sang but she is great at singing top 1 for my mother , and then Carl said wow , she's an amazing woman , then after I left the bathroom my towel was missing I didn't know what to do , but I had a great idea , I run as fast as I can to not getting seen by Carl and Anton faster than a cheetah to Antons room to get towel and clothings , then I ran , then I thought I hope they will blur this in their mind then I said wait before running how about I make distraction about mom setting up a food and snacks then I said Inside the bathroom , brother Anton and Carl, mom is setting up a snack and food downstairs then I heard a sound of a staircase going down then it was mission accomplished then I ran to my room and get some clothings and stretch then I saw carl in their and scream and throw my stuff on him as fast as a cheetah I took a towel and get a perfume act as a repel spray saying , what did you saw? The he said.