What the f**k did I just do? What if I just scared her away? What next? I'd be asking her to marry me? But the thought of that didn't seem bad at all. What if she didn't love me back? I risked it and looked at Anna's face to see that she was looking at me with shock. I was right, she didn't love me back, I wouldn't have rushed things, I would have just f*****g waited, but at the moment it just felt right to tell her how I felt. " I'm sorry I…I…" I what? Didn't mean what I said? That would be a lie. I was about to pull away from her when she wrapped her legs around my waist and pulled me tightly to her and then her hands went around my neck before she covered her lips with mine. She was kissing me but she wasn't telling me what I desperately wanted to hear, I couldn't force her. Maybe

