Chapter 44 Donnie I sat Amirah on the bed, my bed after bathing her and combing her hair. I was nervous about telling her about the past but it needed to be done. I needed her to understand where I was coming from and what this life meant to me. "Are you comfortable?" She nodded and snuggled closer in her blanket. I sighed and began my story. "She wasn't my first little. She was a bit more experienced than me and our biggest issue was merging our wants or so I thought. Her name was Nicola. We soon fell into a routine. We had a system that worked for us. As you know, my job is very relaxed and if she slid into little space it was easy for her to get a hold of me, easy for me to check on her during the day. We set boundaries. When she was in little space that was that. Nothing else wa

