Chapter 38
Amirah
I am terrified. I mean I have anxiety but this is worse than that. I can barely stop myself from shaking. I laid in bed alternating between dreams of being with Donnie and dreams of Max yelling at me all night. I know that physically it is impossible as Max has a restraining order but still. AS for Donnie I wanted to call or see him so bad, but Shawn advised I put that on hold until after today. Today where I gain my freedom and truly get to start my new life. I feel good in spite of my nerves. I just dislike confrontation.
"Are you doing ok Amirah? Shawn asks gently. I nod. "I am. Just nerves, but I am doing as advised. Thinking of my happy place." He nods approvingly. He probably wouldn't if he knew my happy place was in a Hello Kitty room laid across Donnie's l
