He kept his word.
Two nights later, Elias met me at the gate like he said he would. No office, no laptop, no excuse about methodology. Just him, in jeans and a hoodie, looking less like my professor and more like a guy who was nervous about being on time.
“Ready?” he asked.
I nodded, falling into step beside him.
We didn’t go straight to my place. The streetlights were on, the campus was quiet, and for the first time in months, we had nowhere to be and nothing to pretend.
So we walked. Past the library, past the empty lecture halls, past the spot where I’d stood outside his office for four days and convinced myself not to knock.
“You know,” he said, breaking the silence, “I used to think the hardest part would be saying it out loud.”
“What was?”
“That I wanted more than to be your advisor.”
I looked at him. “And what’s the hardest part now?”
“Believing I get to keep saying it,” he said simply.
The honesty hit me harder than any of the almost-moments in that office.
I didn’t have a clever reply. So I bumped my shoulder against his.
“Then keep saying it,” I said.
He smiled, and this time he reached for my hand. His was warm, and a little rough from years of holding chalk and pens.
It felt normal. Like it should have always been this way.
We stopped at my gate.
I expected him to let go, to step back into that careful, professional version of himself. He didn’t.
“Can I see you tomorrow?” he asked.
“Yeah,” I said. “Come for dinner. My roommate’s out.”
His eyes softened.
“Okay, Lena. I’ll be there.”
I unlocked the gate, but I didn’t go in right away.
“Goodnight, Elias,” I said.
“Goodnight,” he replied. “See you tomorrow.”
I walked inside with my hand still tingling from his, and for the first time since Chapter Six, the line didn’t feel like it was gone.
It felt like we’d crossed it together, and it didn’t scare me anymore.