Monday morning felt different.
I walked into class ten minutes early, coffee in hand, and saw Elias already setting up his slides. He looked up, caught my eye, and gave me that small nod he’d started giving me in the hallway. Not to the whole class. Just to me.
It was subtle enough that no one else would notice.
I noticed.
He taught like nothing had changed. Called on other students. Wrote equations on the board. But twice, when he explained a concept, his eyes found mine first, like he was checking if I was following.
After class, I lingered. Not on purpose. I was packing up slow, hoping he’d say something.
“Lena,” he said, closing his laptop. “Can I see you for a minute?”
My stomach dropped.
Not because I was scared. Because I knew what a minute alone in his office meant now.
We walked in silence. His door clicked shut behind us.
“I wanted to apologize,” he said. He stood by the desk, hands in his pockets, not sitting. “Friday night. I said things I shouldn’t have.”
I waited. My heart was beating too fast for an apology.
“I know the position you’re in. I know what I am to you. And I shouldn’t have made it personal.”
He looked tired. Honest.
“I care about your work. I care about you doing well. That’s all it is.”
I nodded. I wanted to believe him.
But the way he said _you_ made it sound like more than work.
“I understand,” I said. Professional. Safe. The words I was supposed to use.
He exhaled like he’d been holding his breath. “Good.”
I turned to leave, and he stopped me. Not with his hand. With his voice.
“Lena.”
I looked back.
For three seconds, neither of us moved. The space between us felt smaller than it should.
I stepped out first.
The line was gone now.
And I wasn’t sure if I’d crossed it, or if it had just disappeared.