The Last Female *Complete*

Lost

I wake up and Dillan is still here. I don't know if he even remembers falling asleep here. I get up and gather my clothes and head into the bathroom to change. I walk out and he's still asleep. I really do have an attractive mate. His phone alarm goes off and he starts stirring so I go back to my morning. 

     "Hey," he smiles. It's early.

     "Hi," I smile

He gets up and puts his phone in his pocket and gets his socks on. My fox is crying as if he is leaving. I pick up my phone. It's walter. He's texted me 3 times asking what time he should come pick me up. Dilan hugs me tight,

    "I have to go, but I'll see you later?" He says

    "Where to?" I ask. He didn't expect that question.

    "Oh uh, I'm covering alpha duties for your uh…," he stops

   "Hangout?" I finish

   He smiles "yeah hangout, not date," he puts his shoes on and we head out my door. Alice comes out at the same time and yawns. Dillan races down the stairs and out the door before she notices him. 

    "Hey how are you doing?" I ask

    "Eh, I got a text from zach last night," she sighs

    "Oh?"

    "He asked me where I had gone, I told him I waited for hours and figured he had dumped me. It wasn't the first time, but this time I told him he was way out of line for bringing me this far away from home and leaving me like that. I told him I'm staying with a friend. And that I didn't want to see him for a bit," she tells me

   "Well when you are ready to talk to him let me know, I can help," I smile. My phone vibrates again. Walter.

    "Who is texting?" She asks

    "I have a date," I answer

    "With dillan?!" Her eyes light up.

My heart shatters. No, not my mate alice.

    "Oh, uh, no, walter," I answer

    "That guy that came the night I did?" She asks "the blonde?" 

    "Yeah, him," I tell her.

She looks confused, even she knows I don't like his type. I look at my phone and he's texting me that he's out front. I go out and get into his car.

    "I've got something planned, since there isn't much to do in this town i thought of something," he says

    "alright," I sit back and look at my phone. 

    "Was super nervous to ask you out, I'm surprised you said yes," he laughs nervously

    "I've never actually been on a date before," I admit to him.

We pull onto a dirt road and head down a trail until we get to a field with trees and a stream. He pulls out a backpack and we walk over by the water and sit. 

    "I packed a picnic for us, there isn't much else to do around," he pulls out bag after bag

    "I think it's sweet," I smile

All of a sudden I feel eyes on me, and I'm hot again. No way, dillan isnt nearby he is covering for Walter. Unless… I glance around to make sure. I don't see anything. We eat and chat and he takes me back home. We get up to the porch and Walter smiles,

     "I hope you had fun," he asks

     "I did," I smile.

I see him lean in for a kiss when dillan comes out of nowhere. 

     "Hey alpha there's an important issue," he says but gets cut off

     "Can't you see I'm busy?" He asks

     "I know, I wouldn't interrupt, but it's important," he insists

Walter sneaks in a cheek kiss and I see dillan get angry,

     "I'll see you another time, hopefully we can go out again," he smiles and leaves

     "Not a date, huh? Do you know how you're driving my fox crazy?" He sighs while still being a bit aggressive

     "You followed us didn't you!" I shout.

     "I didn't actually," he looks surprised

     "I felt you near, come on," I sigh

     "I don't know where you two went, but I helped with a farm while trying to focus the whole time," he tells me. He must've been near us then.

     "We technically aren't anything you know," I add "you can't act so jealous all the time if you don't want to even claim me," I go inside slamming the door not caring about him shouting my name at the door at all. I head up stairs and dress in my Jeans and shirt. I head back down and he isn't there any more at the door. I head out and into the woods. Maybe I can practice changing on my own. I have to depend on him or an alpha. 

My fox bugs me. Dillan is with someone. It keeps bugging me. I finally get so frustrated after 10 minutes of walking and my fox bugging me I turn around and head back.

I listen to my instincts and follow his scent until I get to the main lodge. There's a fire starting and I see him, chatting up a random girl. Why would I want a mate that is so jealous over me, yet I cant have him to myself at all. My fox is pissed. She tells me to go over there and cause a scene. Yell, fight, and she even wants me to go over there to reject him. She's so angry. I decide the better course of action is to call Walter. 

     "Hello?" He answers

     "Hey I wondered if you wanted to go to the fire with me tonight?" I ask

     "Sure! Meet you there?"

     "Alright," I smile. I head to Rosie's room in the lodge. 

     "Make me up I want revenge," I tell her

     "Murrder revenge? Or guy revenge?" She asks

     "Guy," I respond

She pulls me inside and makes me up. I have beautiful makeup on and this awesome white short dress/jumpsuit on. Its low cut to show off my cleavage and my hair is curled all right to frame my face. It's grown down to my waist. She hands me white heels. They are at least 5 to 6 inch heels. I put them on and head out to meet Walter. I turn all kinds of heads as I walk through the main lodge. People even start whistling at me. Out front Walter is already on the cinder block patio where the fire is all built up. Walter's jaw drops. 

     "Fawn you look amazing," he pulls me close at the waist. I ignore Dillan and his stares and I start whispering things to Walter. Jokes and such, but the giggles and the closeness is what matters. 

     "I'll get us another drink!" He says over the music and crowd. I stand there waiting. Dillan is with that girl still, but he's less focused on her now. I pull out my makeup compact and adjust my lipstick. My fox is planning on kissing Walter. If this doesn't make Dillan jealous enough then I will have to reject him as a mate. I will not be someone's second choice all the time. 

Walter heads back and hands me the drink. I down it quickly and pull Walter in for a huge sloppy kiss on the lips. Walter wraps his arms around me pulling me close. Before I know it he's ripped off of me.

     "DON'T TOUCH HER!" Dillan grabs Walter by the shirt collar and pulls him off of me.

     "She's my mate," he growls at him. 

Walter's jaw drops. He looks over at me confused. 

     "He doesn't act like he wants anyone to know so why should I sit here and wait?" I say looking at Walter "you're over there chatting up some w***e and when I decide to give up on you that's when you get jealous!" I scream at him. "Why would I even want a mate that treats me like that?" I ask tears begin to fall down my cheeks. I grab my phone and run home. I can hear Walter and Dillan chasing me, but I don't care. I push past the tears and lock the door behind me leaving both guys on my porch. I head up stairs and hide under the comforters on my bed.

My phone starts vibrating. I look at it, it's Walter. 

Ignore.

It vibrates again. A number I dont have saved. Probably dillans. 

Ignore. 

Before I know it I have 22 voicemails from them. I start packing my bags to go back to Washington. Ever since I moved here everything is so confusing. 

My phone continues to vibrate. And I continue to ignore it. I keep embarrassing myself here. So why would I want to stay… I look around my parents house. I just can't see what they saw here I guess. I finally turn my phone off. About an hour later knocking starts at my door. This time i know its dillan i can hear him begging. After 15 minutes of him knocking and asking to come in i lean out the window and yell,

     "Go mate with another slut," and I slam the window shut hard. I notice tears again. It hurts because my fox was hoping, well I was too, that my mate would be someone I could care about and that wanted me back. I can hear him. He's apologizing. I passed out after a while. 

I wake up at 3am… I head down stairs and grab some water. I decide to look outside and surprisingly dillan is asleep outside by the door. I go upstairs and pack a bag of clothes. I want to head into town and sleep in my truck. Maybe I'll get my head straight. I'll be able to decide if all this is worth it or if I should run away. I open the door to tip toe out, but it squeaks and Dillan is awake.

    "Fawn?" He looks at my bag

    "Were you… leaving?" He asks

    "Not exactly, I just wanted to get out for a bit to think," I tell him.

He gets up. He looks like hell he's so exhausted. 

     "Don't leave, I'm an i***t alright," he goes to grab my hand but I cross my arms 

     "I do want you. I'm stupid. I shouldn't have gotten mad about Walter, I know you got mad earlier and you have every right to be," he says

    "I thought we were okay the other night and we weren't so how can I trust this?" I mumble, looking down at the porch. 

     "Be my girlfriend," he blurts out quickly 

I look up confused.

     "That way you can get to know me, we can take things slow, and everyone will know we are together," he tells me

I think it over for a minute.

     "Alright," I say hesitantly

He smiles and pulls me in close for a hug. My fox is happy. 

     "Was Walter mad?" I ask remembering earlier.

     "Not at all. Well. Kinda at me, but not at you," he smiles.

     "Its late, you should go home," I tell him

     "I could stay over," he smirks

I roll my eyes. He starts to leave, but then pauses and looks back

     "Please don't run away," he says, almost pleading with me.

     I drop the bag inside the house

     "I won't," I say.

He heads off and I go back in. I was planning on leaving and I got a boyfriend. How did that even happen?

I head inside and get startled by squeaking. Alice is coming down the stairs. 

     "Hey fawn, zach is calling me, what do I do?" She hands the phone to me and I answer

     "Hello?" 

     "Fawn?" Hes confused

     "Yes. May I help you?" I ask

     "Can I talk to Alice?" He asks

     "No," I'm blunt

It goes silent for a second. He didn't expect that.

     "It's really important," he adds

     "Important enough to leave my best friend in a motel room so she has to hitchhike to get to me?" He starts to explain himself, but I cut him off

     "She cares about you way more then you deserve sometimes dude," 

      "Where are you at? I want to see her," he tells me

      "Maybe she doesn't want to see you," 

My fox can tell he is hurting. What is he thinking right now? I open the door and head back outside onto the porch so I can talk to him more privately.

      "Alice isn't next to me anymore. I know you wanted to change her. What are you even doing?" I ask

      "Y-you know?" He asks

      "Yes I do, she's at Walter's settlement right now," I tell him

      "Walter? Wait how do you know him?" He sounds confused. 

      "I'm a fox too i***t," I sigh. It gets silent for a second, but then I just hear zach blurt it out

      "she's my mate," he tells me

      "If you turn her and you aren't her mate what will you do?" I ask

      "I-i don't know… but I love her and I need to try," he sighs

       "You need to talk to her and tell her. Everything. It's not right to just turn her so she then belongs to a world she wont understand," I tell him. I don't know why I sound so smart right now, I am having troubles with my own mate.

      "She might tell me no. What if she runs away because she's scared of me?" He asks

      "She might not," I reassure him. 

      "I still want to speak to Alice," he says

      "Not a chance buddy," I hang up on him and go back inside. 

       "What did he say?" She asks

       "I have a feeling he is on his way here," I let her know. She sighs. We both decide it's late and she crashes in my room with me. She has had a much rougher life then I imagined it was.