Minutes had past ng makaalis siya ay nanatili pa din ako sa pwesto na pinag-iwanan niya sa akin kanina, I'm absorbing everything he said that slapped my heart, real fcking hard.
I feel so embarrassed to myself. I feel so used, why am i letting taht man to hurt me like this? Artemis Siervania never cry. "No, Hindi ako iiyak! I am a strong and a brave woman." Pagkumbinsi ko sa sarili, I don't know if it's true but i want to believe it so bad.
"But not all the time." I sighed and shrugged it all off, that simple thing he say won't make me cry, until a wet fcking fluid starts running down to my cheeks, I instantly cupped it, may luha pala ako.
I instantly wiped my tears, huminga ako ng malalim at inayos ang sarili, I composed myself and walk again with head held high. I will forget how hurt
