EPISODE 4
The usual happens, kapag may problema sya, ako na gumagawa ng mga gawain naming pareho. Then suddenly, my phone received a notification, a message from someone. Hindi rin naman ako makapag concentrate sa ginagawa ko dahil sumasagi sa isip ko paano kung third party pala yun? Isusumpa ko talaga yung babaeng panira ng lovelife ng bestfriend ko.
I hate to see her like that, gusto ko syang tulungan, aawayin ko ba yung third party o ano I don`t have any idea what to do. And I feel guilty because I can`t feel her suffering. I decided to stop sa ginagawa ko then I lay in bed beside her, I think nakatulog na sya sa sama ng pakiramdam nya. Well the reason why I don’t want to be in a relationship, I am so afraid to see myself crying and helpless dahil lang sa heartbreak. I just can`t.
Alam kong tulog na si Hannah but I still wanted to comfort her and said” you can cry all you want, pero huwag mong hayaan yung sarili mong masira dahil lang sa heartbreak at hayaan mo kapag nalaman natin yung third party, sisiguraduhin kong makakatikim sya ng salita sakin for hurting you pati na si Andrew. Remember that I am always be here for you, goodnight “. I noticed that her tears are gradually falling into her cheeks.
But one thing I am sure, I love Andrew since I met him but since gusto din sya ni Hannah, I let him go. I have nothing to do with it. She`s my bestfriend at kung masaya sya, masaya na rin ako. At hindi aware sa Hannah sa bagay na ito.