The Bad Alphas unexpected mate

Regret of Amanda

Amanda's pov:

It's been 3 three days since I didn't saw Ama and alpha he never came out of his room if there is something urgent he would ask hunter to bring it to his room. Everynight I cry in my bed thinking just how I sold my best friend to that monster because of my mate. I regret being so selfish to my own friend who treated me like a sister.

Flashback...

 I still remember after coming here hunter took me to our room and the moment he closed the door he griped my hair and asked me what was Ama planning like he knew something was wrong I didn't wanted to tell him but when he saw I am not saying anything he threw me on the bed and came to me started to take of his clothes and get on top of me after that he torn my clothes and stated biting me because it was nothing but painfull so I can't really say they kisses he just raped me like I was some type of w***e and it just didn't stop he would slap me on my face bite on my neck, he did every thing to make sure it was painfull and would ask only one thing what was Ama planning to do and before I knew I was against the wall my back facing him and he entered me again now with much more pressure that felt like dying...after what felt like internity I gave in and told him he finally releases hi seeds in me and throw me on the ground but not before telling me to keep him updated about about every single move of ama to which I just noded which earned me another slap and said while gripping my hair to answer him and to that I just said yes and he got dressed and left I lay on the cold ground crying me heart and fate out but more importantly I cried knowing what type of storm my naive friend would have to take care off...a storm in which there are two options whether you survive by loosing you sanity and die by saving your dignity, and I know both are not easy for my friend I layed there praying she could survive without loosing anything which I knew very much was impossible. 

Present...

I was brought back to reality when i saw pack's doctor running towards stairs and for some reasons I knew where they were going but before I could reach to wards stairs I saw two bulky bodyguards running with covered Ama towards the pack's hospital I couldn't see her face but I did see the bedshhets she was covered with was bloody means she was tortured badly so BADLY before I knew I was running towards the pack hospital to see whether she was alright...or alive. When I reached there I saw she was directly taken to ICU I saw my parents, brother and sara there they looked concerned and scared for her. When doctor came she looked at us in disgust and said," what have done to her, who was the monster to this brutally hurt her." To which everyone was silent and after what felt like internity I asked the other doctor who just came out of ICU ," is she alright?" She looked at me and sigh then said," we can't say anything right now she was bleeding badly when she came here  and she didn't even eat anything  for days and on the top of it she is human do you think it's easy and the thing that she was raped just worsen the thing. It's was hard to stop the bleeding bit we were finally  successful at it but still she is really weak so it's not gonna be easy at all just prepare yourself for worst.' whith that she left leaving all of shoked and crying. Now u know she wasn't beaten but was RAPED for three f*****g days constantly with no break, I look at my friend her beautiful face was now showing traces of the cruelty done to her by her so called mate. She looked totally broken, then a nurse came with the bedsheet in which Ama was covered in it was filled with the blood of her. I didn't even know when I started to crying so badly my knees gave out and now I was in the floor crying on our cruel Fate, the cruelty done to her was nothing that was done to me...I was scared to loose her , to face her...will she  ever forgive me with that I don't when darkness consume me.

So what do you think did Amanda made right choice? 

What would you do if you are in her place??