Noelle
I feel myself waking up and stretch my whole body. This nap was just what I needed. I turn over, expecting to find Maximiliano next to me, to re-experience the passion we shared only one hour ago, hopefully. I have only had s*x once and already feel hooked. I wonder if all s*x is this addicting, or if it’s because it was with Maximiliano. I want to feel his d**k inside me again, but he isn’t in bed.
The disappointment hits me strongly. What did I expect? For me to wake up next to him? Him spooning me and then making love to me. Well, yes, I was hoping for just that.
I instantly feel ashamed of myself. I shouldn’t get my hopes up. I shouldn’t expect anything other than what he promised me. Fidelity, that’s what he promised. No snuggling, no making love, no emotions at all. I need
