Black Fall

Heartbreaking Sorrow

TW: Talk of miscarriage

A few months had passed, but it seemed like minutes. I had lost my baby, but nothing due to what had happened. It actually seemed like Dimitri was thrilled to have an heir, even if it wasn't his blood. He left me alone, letting me have my space. Finally though, it seemed he had enough. I woke up to the sound of someone knocking on my door, I rolled in my bed. My eyes met his fierce ones, I could feel the vibrations of his growl from across the room.

Who cares? Let him kill me.

"Devi...you need to get up." He lowered his tone, eyes showing some love and compassion. "Why?" I questioned. I had barley showered, I knew I had to smell bad. "Please get up. I have plans for you today." He said slowly coming to my side and kneeled down, his hand brought warmth and love to my cheek as his thumb stroked my skin. Pain was in his eyes, I could feel my heart clench, it was hurting him just as bad as it was killing me. I suddenly grabbed onto him, my tears an emotions appearing to the open. I had held it in best I could so the pack wouldn't hear, but this. I needed this.

"Devi, I-..." He paused, I could taste his regret. He hugged me back, his muscles felt nice s they enclosed me in his comforting embrace. I shouldn't find him comforting after he took my love away from me, but he was. He was my mate after all. He was the one at the end of the day I could count on. I breathed in his welcoming scent as he kissed my mate mark. "Will you stay with me?"

Oh jeez I sounded so clingy and pathetic, but my heart skipped a beat when he said yes. Picking me up bridal style and carrying me to the bathroom. He got the water started as I stripped down, I didn't expect him to join in; however he did. Stripping down I got to see his body again, what was mine. He was a beautiful man, and clearly had been working out more with the loss of our son. As we got in the shower, I rested my head in his chest as he cleaned my hair. "Dimitri.."

His eyes locked into mine, "Yes my love?" His voice so sweet, so calming. "I...I..." he cut me off crashing his lips into mine. He knew what I wanted. He could tell by the smell, I let him. My body molding against his perfectly. You know the mate smell the books always talk about? That's the scent you smell when you first meet them, and when your she-wolf is on her heat. His hands gripped my hips, grinding his hard member against my core, I whimpered a bit. He was massive, he was gonna hurt.

Next thing I knew he had me pinned to the shower wall, holding my hands above my head and my legs around his waist. I was dripping, in more ways than one. I was panting heavily, saliva dripping from my mouth as I looked at him. I growled when he stopped, a whining escaping me as he teased my entrance with his member.

Oh Goddess please make this man-

My thoughts cut off as a loud moan escaped my lips as he forced himself all the way in. My eyes closed tightly as bliss raked through me. "Oh f**k!" I cried as he started to move. He changes, he became feral and controlling, I could tell his wolf had surfaced and was wanting what was his. Ever heard of a br**ding k*nk? Yeah I had one of those, being a fertile werewolf didn't help one bit. I latched my teeth into his marking spot, as a or**sm took over me, rolling through me in waves. I felt a sting on my butt as he smacked me, a loud growl filling him. It wasn't pissed really, more if a proud annoyed sound.

We easily took hours, he was stalking his claim on my tiny body. Making sure I not only smelled like him, but I was covered in his marks and full with his s**d. I lay there panting when he finally finished with me. He was getting dressed as he looked at me with a cocky grin. "I miss my feisty she-wolf. You didn't scratch my back nearly enough." He teased me. I stuck my tongue out, scared to move when he pulled me up, "Oh baby girl. I got deep. Doesn't matter if a little comes out." I felt my cheeks blushing. "You perv.." I growled snacking his chest. He laughed letting me get dressed in my leggings and baggy sweater. I felt hopeful, I has a higher chance with a Lycan pup now. I kissed him happily.

Maybe this life without Remy wouldn't be so bad...

Or at least, for a while.