Who you are

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Episode six Janus Was I really going to go with him, I mean I didn't even know what they expected me to do I walked behind him and watched as he opened the car door and sat on the driver's sit, this should be really fun. I still stood, waiting for his permission to get in the car. "Come on dimwit, aren't you going to come in?". He said. I shuddered. Even his playful voice sounded scary. "I'm coming, I'm coming". I muttered. He smirked "You are behaving differently from the first time we met". "That's probably because I was very terrified of you". I answered. He seemed to think about it then nodded. "I'm sure you were. Every body is. Even Hades himself is scared of me, but are you saying you are not scared anymore?". 'of course I am not'. I almost snapped but kept my mouth shut. He reversed the car and drove down the road. He turned slightly to stare at me and I thought maybe he wanted an answer. "I'm still scared, but I know you won't kill me — for just killing sake". I quickly added. He nodded. "Of course I won't, I don't Just kill people for killing sake. I kill them for fun". Oh wow, we had things in common. But I killed for the adrenaline. For the revenge. "So what's your answer?". "Huh". I didn't hear him ask a question. "I don't repeat my questions". "I didn't understand what your question was" "Why do you want to kill Hades". For a moment I thought of playing dumb but then thought better of it. For one, how the hell did he know I wanted to kill Hades. And two, did he know I wasn't Casper?. "I know you're not Casper". I swear my heart skipped a beat. Was he reading my mind?. "Yes, yes I am". He answered. I scowled at him suddenly feeling self conscious. Could he go into the darkest dept of my mind and find out my secret. "If I wanted to". He answered. I had one solution. I didn't dare think of why I wanted to kill Hades. If I didn't think of it. He wouldn't know if I lied. "Answer my question, and oh. Just so you know. I know when someone is lying to me". I paled. He knew when someone was lying to him. Then I'll tell him half the truth. "So?". "He needs to be dead". "Why?". "He Wanted me dead". "That's not exactly what I expected to hear. But why would he want you dead" And that's something I wasn't willing to answer. "You can tell me, I might help you do it more quickly". Was I willing to trust him. Heck I trusted no one bit he had a convincing voice. He smiled at me and I knew he knew what I was thinking. "Let's start with this. No one knows I can read minds, you are the only one alive who knows the secrete." I got a feeling he wanted me to feel scared and special at the same time. But I wasn't feeling either. I was f*****g terrified of the way he smirked and laughed and frowned. Sure he was freakishly handsome and at the terrifying. I got a feeling girls threw theirselves at him a lot. "I want to see your face". For a moment my playful side almost got the best of me and I almost, almost replied. 'you didn't say please'. It was often what I did to my sister. "I want to see your face". he repeated with a glare. And then I remembered how he said he didn't like repeating himself. I sighed and cut off that rope that tied me and Casper's body together. I relaxed at the feeling of being my real self again but it was short lived as I heard his breath caught. I looked him in the eye stunned beyond words Sure I knew I was beautiful, I repeat beautiful. I was handsome beyond comparison, I myself knew it. Even girls got jealous of me. And that was why I was always grateful of being a shape shifter. Because it meant I wouldn't have to stand out in the crowd while I cringed at the sarees people threw my way. But I just couldn't believe it. He was stunned and looked at me like he wanted to devour me. Oh my f*****g lord. He actually licked his lips and smirked. Then I knew I was in for it. He was gay. He was gay and his lopsided smirk said it all. Amelia My heart wouldn't stop beating, they placed a spell on me for sure. All this imaginations couldn't have come from my kind. It couldn't have been a memory. I refuse to believe it. But oh—it felt so real. It looked so real. The vivid memory of what I might have unconsciously imagined in the bathtub yesterday night assaulted my mind. I didn't bother taking my time in the bathtub, afraid of what I might see again. When I came out, I saw clothes on the bed. I bent to pick up the jean shorts. I mentally cringed. We were never allowed to wear this back at the academy. But what the hell, I wasn't at the academy. I picked up the next clothing I assumed would be a bra but to my shock it was a sports bra and there was no t-shirt or top or whatever to wear on top. Next I saw the lacey pants. Were they kidding me. I'd feel uncomfortable knowing he knew what I was wearing underneath. But Hadrianus didn't seem like the type of person who would care. A few minutes later I was done with the clothes and walked towards the standing mirror. I looked stunning. The sports bra looked so hot I'd probably eat me raw. But that wasn't the only thing that got my attention. It was the one of Hadrianus sprawled all over the bed in his briefs looking at me like he couldn't just get enough of what he was seeing. And I was smiling at him through the mirror. "Come here baby". He said and I found myself turning back and walking to him. He kissed me to n my find and his head moved to my neck. He assaulted then with kisses and I found myself moaning and leaning into him. I was happy and extremely agitated at what I knew was coming next. Then I felt the sharp sting. Hadrianus was drinking from me!. My eyes snapped open. Oh God no. I would never let a vampire drink for me. God, I even saw me enjoying it. It felt so real. I was wearing the same clothes god damnit. But my hair was different. It was pure white. Hadrianus Who was I kidding, she probably would never wear the clothes I left on her bed. She would probably had hissed and cursed and put on the clock the clothes she appreared with. But I so badly wanted to see her in those clothes. I bought them for her. And the clothes held good memories. And that was what I needed right now that I had to keep my rage in a box to avoid going over to the bastards who called themselves the prodigiums council and give them a piece of my mind. No one had any information on Janus whereabouts but I would never give up searching for him. He had answers I needed. And if he was here Athena would be more relaxed. Maybe she'd even open up to me more. I drink the rest of the blood in the glass and stood up heading for her room, a room that was once our room. I knocked twice before I heard her voice. "Go away". I took that as a 'come in'. So I let myself in. I was tempted to grab her and kiss her. She wore the clothes. Her breast looked more full in the m now and her hips looked even more defined. The council better count themselves lucky she gained weight instead of loosing. She eyed me from head to toe before finally setting her gaze in my face. Something like panic set in her eyes by it was gone as soon as it came. I watched her as her eyes slid to the bed, to the mirror and then to me. Something in my gut told me she remembered something. She repeated the motion twice. What exactly had she remembered. And then shockingly I remembered as I watched her hand travel up to her neck, she rubbed it as if soothing a site spot. Then I remembered. I remembered the morning I had fed on her and she was wearing the same clothes. Great, then we are off to a great start if she was remembering something. I had a premonition. Yesterday she was in the bathtub and I was very very sure she remembered something, and then today she remembered something also. It meant that if she was anywhere near or slightly similar to something that had happen in the past it triggered her memory. If that was the case. Then I was going to help her remember more. "Athe..... Amelia I'd like to show you around, the guys would love to see you". She looked ready to disagree but I didn't wait to hear her say so, so I grabbed her hand and tugged her towards the door. She sighed in defeat and followed me without struggling. The moment I opened the door I heard the men suck in a breath and I think her breath also hitched. Yeah I knew I had a pretty girlfriend who lost her memory and I loved to know wanted her. But that didn't mean I want them staring at her the way I did. I scowled at the men and they abruptly lowered their eyes probably sensing my unease. "Whoa, she's really changed". And if coir one of them had to talk. I snapped my gaze to Marcus who was smirking at me for some reason I'd didn't have the time to understand. And his words gave the others a reason and the boost to also talk. "Has she remembered?" No she hasn't. "You think they'll come for her?". I want them to, then at least I'll have a reason to beat up or possibly kill a council member, but I knew the council wasn't stupid. They'd instead send their puppets to come get her. "I have no answers to your question, but I want you guys to know she's of limits, you are not to juggle her up and ask foolish questions or make her have a migraine or make her uncomfortable or make her..... " "Hey, I'm not a kid. I can take care of myself". Athena snapped and if course I ignored her. "Make her feel restricted". "I can feel whatever I want to feel". The guys smirked at me and I glared turning to look at her. "If I don't tell them this, believe me the moment I step out of this room they'll surround you and if possible eat you alive". "They won't force words out of me. I'll only answer them if I want to". I eyes the guys and saw that they were trying to hide their smile. Sure I was the leader but every body had a say in here. I didn't rule with fear. Everyone was equal but if I have an ultimatum, they listened and did exactly what I said. They were loyal to me and I was proud of the family is created. But it was never the same without Athena by my side, and that was why I knew the moment I leave the room they'll go against me and bombard her with questions. Vampires were like that. "None of you act stupid, I'll be back in thirty minutes".
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