Fierce Resilience

Rejection

"Mate ? What in f *** in hell is going on? Edward... The future Alpha, my no. 1 tormentor is my mate. Why? How? Why?" I was shocked at this revelation and was standing still in my place with the tray in my hand when I felt a small nudge, it was that previous little omega girl she was looking at with fear in her and spoke in a very little voice Trisha... They are are looking please put the tray down. I quickly came out of that shock and focused on my current job. Whole evening we were asked to stand by the table but far away so that our sight does not make them loose their appetite and also that near that we can serve them when asked for. While standing there I keep thinking about this 'mate' mess and now what is gonna happen to me? I am confident that Edward is going to reject me but the question is how? Will I be publicly humiliated by being rejected infront of everyone Or is it going to sick rejection because Edward rowen is mentally sick. While thinking I glanced at Edward who was also looking at me and has this sick smile plastered on his lips. I hate it. But then Alice spoke what if he is nice and now when is going to find out that we are his mate maybe he is going to love us and maybe care for us aswell, then I replied " Alice not in the million years Edward is going to change and just accept this that our mate is an a * * hole and a f ** king abuser so He is not going to love us." Alice became had and retreated back in my head. I made up my mind to deal with this mess as soon as possible and I also braced myself for all the upcoming abuse/ torture, I will not cry. I will not break. I am strong and nothing can hurt me anymore. With that affirmation I took a deep breath and calmed myself.

When everyone ate and celebrated the return of Edward they left leaving behind a complete mess only head omega and other workers including I and the little omega girl left behind. Head omega ordered us to clean the mess, she assigned everyone a job and after finishing their job they can get the remaining left over food to eat and go and rest up for the next day. I was the last one to finish the cleaning not because I was slow but they gave me alot of work because I have a rank even lower than a omega but beggars can not be choosers so I kept quite and kept on working, I was very hungry but still I finished my job very nicely. After finishing I took the scraps of left over food which was not much and ate silently. After eating I looked up at the clock it was almost midnight, I was very tired and even the thought of next day work made me more tired. I left the pack house and started walking towards my house when I felt the hair on back standing up, it felt like someone was following me. I started walking quickly and then I felt someone behind me and suddenly I was pinned to a nearby wall, Holly s**t! it was Edward.

I tried to say something when he forcefully placed his hand on my mouth and at that time I looked clearly in his eyes, there was hatered, disgust and a little hint of lust in his eyes. He spoke " did you think I would not recognize you or perhaps you were hoping for me to fall on my knees in front of you and to make love to you? Even though tasting your body once is not going to be a such bad experience it could be more exciting compared to the other wh ** es. Just the thought is making me hard "

I was confused on what was he talking about because Alice told me that our mate is not going to recognize us but here the way Edward is speaking it seems like he knew that I was his mate. When he saw my confused face he removed his hand from mouth and slapped me forcefully on my face which caused me to loose my balance and I fell down then he kicked me in stomach. He was showing no pity this time. Alice was sad and was howling sadly in my mind, then she retreated herself in the back of my mind because she just had her heart broken it made me had and I felt like crying and asking why me?

Edward after beating me spoke bitterly " don't act confused you f*****g i***t I know that you are my mate, you piece of trash my mate, looks like moon f*****g goddess played a disgusting joke on me " I opened my eyes in shock and spoke " how do you know?" Then he laughed bitterly and said " Trash looks like you forgot that I am an alpha's son and Alpha myself so we can recognize our mate before even turning 18 " I waited for more beatings when he said

" I Edward Rowan the future Alpha of Comanche pack reject you Trisha James Holdenas my mate and as future Luna of my pack "

I felt the sharp pain in my body and then I stood up now Alice has took over me as my eyes changed color and she spoke loudly with anger,

" WE ACCEPT "

and after accepting she retreated, then I saw Edward was on his knees and he was holding his chest, it looks like he was in grave pain. His face has became pale but I was not feeling anything other than the pain and sadness of my wolf but nothing worse. After accepting his rejection I asked for his permission to leave to which he looked angrily at me and shouted " f**k Off, but remember you will pay for this " with saying this he ran Off and I walked towards my house in dark night thinking about everything and how it is my fault, he rejected me himself and now I will be punished for accepting it? With that thought I looked up at the moon and asked Moon goddess, why does she hates me? Why she has to pair me with Edward? I reached my home in those thoughts and found the house empty and dark, everyone was sleeping. I with silent steps made my way to attic and fell on my makeshift bed and drifted to deep sleep.