12
Kami
Eight Weeks Later
Colin has been faithful to his word. I haven’t seen or felt his presence over the past eight weeks, and that includes my dreams. I’ve even kept my thoughts blocked as a precaution. Ever since Tia concocted the herbal tea to help me sleep, my dreams have been empty, but it’s been the deepest sleep I’ve ever been in. I know I shouldn’t be angry, but a part of me is because Colin hasn’t attempted to see me. I think I’m furious with myself more than anything. There have been times I wanted to seek him out or to stop drinking the tea at night so I can see him, but I fought the urge, telling myself it was for the best. I don’t want to be the one to go to him first.
“You’re not nervous, are you? You seem distracted,” Sawyer says as we get out of my Jeep.
I shut my d
