The rain began with a soft drizzle, like the sky itself was trying to soothe a world too heavy with
secrets. But soon, the soft patter became a relentless downpour, the sound of water hitting the
roof and windows echoing through the mansion. I stood alone by the balcony doors, my forehead
resting against the cold glass, watching as the night was swallowed by sheets of rain.
It was almost midnight. Another day ending the same way — with Brylle nowhere in sight.
I told myself not to expect him. I told myself not to wait, not to hope. But my heart, stubborn and
foolish, couldn’t help it. It waited anyway.
I glanced at my phone on the table. No message. No call. I hadn’t even heard from him since his
text that afternoon: Don’t wait for me tonight. I have a dinner meeting.
I tried to believe him. I tried to tell myself it was just work. That everything he was doing was
for the company, for us. But deep inside, doubts clawed at my heart. Why couldn’t he come
home earlier? Why couldn’t he find time for me — even just a few minutes?
I closed my eyes and tried to remember what it used to be like.
I remembered the mornings when he’d wake me up with soft kisses, the way he’d whisper “I
love you” before I opened my eyes. I remembered the way he’d wait for me after meetings,
leaning against his car with that boyish grin, as if just seeing me made his day better.
I remembered the nights we’d stay up talking, our dreams mingling as we planned the future.
And now? Now I didn’t even know what he dreamed about anymore.
I turned away from the window, crossing my arms to keep myself from trembling. Not from the
cold — the house was warm enough — but from the loneliness that seeped into my bones.
I walked through the quiet house, my slippers making soft sounds on the polished floor. The
housekeeper had gone to bed hours ago. The mansion, once filled with laughter and
conversation, now felt like a hollow shell.
When I reached his room, I stopped. The door was closed. No light shone beneath it. I pressed
my palm against the wood, as if I could feel his presence on the other side. But there was
nothing. Only silence.
I could knock. I could open the door, surprise him, ask him to talk to me. But I didn’t. The
weight of rejection from too many nights like this kept my hand still.
I went back to my room, my sanctuary that no longer felt safe. I sat on the edge of the bed and
looked at my reflection in the mirror.
The woman who stared back at me seemed like a stranger. My eyes were tired, the spark that
once defined me now dimmed. My face, once bright with hope, now looked pale with sadness.
I sighed and leaned forward, resting my elbows on my knees, burying my face in my hands.
How did it come to this?
We were the couple people envied. The perfect pair — that’s what they said. The ones who
proved that first love could last forever. But forever, I was learning, wasn’t as magical as I once
thought. Forever could become a prison when love started to fade.
I changed into my nightclothes, brushed my hair, and slipped under the covers. The rain kept
falling, steady and unkind, a cruel reminder that the world kept moving even as I felt stuck.
I stared at the ceiling, listening. Waiting.
And then, finally, I heard it — the soft click of the front door, the familiar sound of Brylle’s
shoes on the marble floor. My heart leapt, hope flaring up before I could stop it.
Would he come to me tonight? Would he come into my room, take me in his arms, and remind
me that we were still us?
I held my breath, listening as his footsteps grew closer. They reached the hall outside my room…
and then continued on. Past my door. Toward his own.
A door opened. Closed.
And that was it.
I turned on my side, my tears spilling over before I could stop them. I buried my face in the
pillow, trying to muffle the sound of my sobs. I didn’t want him to hear. I didn’t want anyone to
know how much it hurt.
How much longer could I keep doing this? How much longer could I lie to myself that love alone
was enough to hold us together?
But even as I cried, I knew the answer.
As long as I loved him.
And God help me, I still did.
The storm raged outside, but the storm inside me was worse.
I cried until sleep finally claimed me, my heart heavy with unspoken words, unanswered
questions, and a love that no longer seemed to have a place to go.