Chapter 15
Oops I Think I Pissed Off My Mate
Azara’s P.O.V.
As soon as I walk through the door into the pack house living room I come face to face with my mate.
His face is distorted by anger and in my current state I can’t help but laugh at it.
He growls, “what the hell were you two thinking sneaking out of the house like that and for what.”
I laugh, “To get drunk. We snuck out of the pack house to go to a club and got drunk. We had fun though so that is a first.”
He glared at me and using an Alpha command says, “Clementine go upstairs. Now.”
“Oh, does the big bad Alpha want to talk to me alone.” I giggle.
“Don’t be stupid, I just want my drunk little sister to get herself in bed.” He snaps.
At this I full on laugh at him, “I am sure that's true.”
He glares at me for a second before watching his sister walk up the stairs. “What the hell were you thinking going out like that.”
“Didn’t come up with idea, was just the one to fall in love with it.”
“So it was my sisters idea,” he asks hesitantly.
“Nope” I put emphasis on the P.
He stares at me, “Well it doesn’t matter who came up with the idea. It was irresponsible for you to go. You are the Luna. You are supposed to be responsible. You are supposed to set and example. Yet here you are” he starts to yell, “DRUNK OFF YOU ASS BARELY ABLE TO STAND UP, BREAKING CURFEW, BREAKING ALL OF YOU RULES.”
I stare at him for a second before I whisper, “and you are supposed to be acting like my mate guess we are both disappointed.”
He freezes and staring at me.
All the sudden I feel sick like I am going to throw up. Without saying another word I run into the downstairs bathrooms and start throwing up.
To my surprise I feel spark on the back of my neck as my mate grabs my hair and holds it up while I puke. As soon as I am done, I flush the toilet and lean back against the wall.
“How much did you have to drink, exactly?” he asks me is voice much softer than it has been in a long time.
“I don’t know I lost track pretty early on.” I respond to tired to lie.
“You were so irresponsible tonight,” he says but this time he doesn’t seem angry.
“I expect you to take care of yourself,” he continues.
“I ....” I begin to cry.
At that he just sighs and picks me up off the bathroom floor taking me upstairs to our bathroom and starts to run a bath.
“WHAT ARE YOU DOING,” I yell at him.
He chuckles, “I am running you a bath because you threw up and because you smell like a brewery and I don’t like that.”
I stare at him before realizing “BUT I WILL BE NAKED!”
“That is the general idea of the bath yes.” his eyes twinkle, “Do you generally keep clothes on while you bath?”
“NO, BUT THIS TIME YOU WILL SEE ME. AND I WILL BE NAKED.”
He laughs, “would it help if I put bubbles in so I don’t see anything and turn around while you undress and get in.”
In my drunken haze it takes me a minute to think about. “I suppose that would be okay.”
He smiles, adds bubbles, and turns around.
I giggle at his gentlemanly behavior before undressing and climbing into the tub.
“See that wasn’t so bad.”
“I’m still naked though,” i grumble. He laughs before coming closer.
For a second I am confused and concerned about what he will do but then he starts to wash my hair for me. It was actually kind of sweet.
“Okay you are clean so I am going to go downstairs and get you some water and something to put on your stomach. Can you get out on your own?” he asks.
“... yeah…” I say not sure that I can.
“More like not sure we want to,” my wolf purrs.
I get up out of the tub and get changed into some pajamas before laying down in the bed.
Seconds after I lay down he comes back into the room with a tray of food and water.
“Alright, lets get something on your stomach.”
I smile, “thank you.”
I eat quietly.
“You never explained why you broke the rules.” He says gruffly.
“You never explained why I have rules. There were a lot of pack members at that club so clearly those rules don’t apply to everyone.” I respond.
“No, they don’t. They apply to you.”
“Why?”
“Because they do.”
“Why?”
“Because they do.”
“Why?”
He groans. “Because they do.”
“Why?”
“Because they do.” He tells me.
“Why?”
“Because they just do.”
“Why?”
“Because, you are the luna nobody else.” He growls.
“I don’t like that answer,” I tell him.
He chuckles.
“But fine if you won’t be honest with me about why, maybe you will be honest about something else.” I tell him.
“Oh yeah, what’s that?” He asks.
“Why am I being punished for what your last mate did?”
He looks taken aback. “What makes you think that you are?”
“You avoid me, you don’t try to get to know me, in fact your barely even willing to speak to me and I haven’t done anything to you.” I can feel the tears starting to stream down. “So, Why? Why am I being punished for something I haven’t done?
He stares at me forever before finally whispering, “your not being punished because of my first mate.”
“Yeah, I don’t believe you I tell him.”
He growls, “this has nothing to do with her. Your wrong when you said you didn’t do anything. You did, you are the reason behind my behavior.”
“Why?” I cry, “what did I do to you.”
“EVERYTHING,” he yells. “YOUR PERFECT. YOU ARE LITERALLY THE PERFECT MATE AND AND I DON’T KNOW HOW TO HANDLE THAT OKAY.
He takes a deep breath before continuing, “I had a mate before, it is true but it was nothing in comparison to being mated to you. You are good and kind and and strong. You are a good Luna. I have never felt like this before. I can smell you from anywhere in the house, sometimes even further. I … I am obsessed with you. I can’t get you out of my head no matter what I do. However I have lost a mate before and I know how it feels to lose a mate. If my mate bond with you is so much stronger than it was with her. How can I face losing you? Losing her damn near killed me but if I lose you I know I won’t survive it. I am not sure I would even be willing to try to. Your death will be my death and to be honest I don’t know how I am supposed to deal with that.
I stare at him for awhile before responding, “you learn.” I tell him before grabbing his hand and pulling him down on the bed with me. “And you start by sleeping in the same bed as me,” I whisper.
He smiles at me and without saying a word he turns out the light and cuddles me until I fall into a deep sleep.