Mending a broken spirit

Chapter 9

Sandars POV...

I dont see that Shawns truck is home she must be doing clinicals at work. After I pull into the garage I park my car and go into the house. I place down my stuff and see a note on the table. Its adresses to my husband and I thats odd because its not been through the post office. I open it and it says " Dear Sandra and James, As by now you have seen my truck is missing its parked at the hospital locked and my things have been remeoved. I have also packed my things and taken my dog. I do not want any contact with you after the years of abuse and torcher it stops. This stops today if you come after me I will go to the police I am since long gone and you wont find me at all. Leave me alone. If you do come after me I do have proof of the abuse on video and photo evidence and you will go to jail. I also have documentation on the lies that you have told the police and CPS. This will all put you in jail for a long time. So I do sugjest that you just leave me be. Have a great life your unwanted daughter."

"s**t!" What are we going to do now we were supposed to give her up to the loan shark to clear our debt. How are we going to solve this now. James is going to be home soon so I will be able to see what he wants to do. We need a new plan. s**t this whole thing is f****d. If we give him Lexi we wont be out of debt but closer. s**t what are we going to do. I feel the panic start and I cant panic I need to think I need a zanax.

Two hours later when James gets home....

" Honey I am home!" s**t he is home I will just pretend I did bot hear him. I hear James scream and come running back to the bedroom from the kitchen where I left the note. " What the f**k are we going to do now!" I just look st him and sob in anger " YOU f*****g ARE ASKING ME!" I scream at him. " You got involved with a loan shark because yoy gamble way too much and pissed away our money." I seeth at james. James says " It was not just me you have a shopping problem you have a champain taste on a beer budget bitch." What the f**k did he just say to me. " Excuse me I am not the one who did the by putting our daughter up as colateral for a loan shark I met once." He just looks at me with rage. " You little b***h you made sure you got pregnant to sink your claws into me deeper I never wanted you I only f****d you because you were easy." I started to sob harder and harder. " Then you fix this and I want a divorce." James started to laugh " Haha your so funny do you remeber the prenup you signed well guess what b***h there is a hidden contract that says we cant divorce or you get nothing." s**t I had forgotten about the trust his mother set up that he gets $3 million when he is of retierment age. All the grandkid gor the same except Shawn. She got the most of all $10 million that she has acess to now if she wants. But she is the only one with acess no one can touch it. My other kids dont get acess until they retier well my boys do. Lexi is not mine by blood she is my step daughter James was married before me and divorced. " Ya well I dont care kill me then so I dont have to be miserable with your ass anymore." He just looked at me and said " I dont have to Donte may because you were the one who found the note first." I hope he dose kill me first I dont cars I dont want to deal with this anymore.

James POV.....

After arguing with Sanda for over an hour and ber sobbing and wanting a divorce I reluctantly call a few of my friends at the sherrifs office. " hey Dean its Jim I have a favor to ask you?" He says " Sure man what us?" " My youngest daughter is missing and she is sick I need some help finding her." There is silence on the orher wnd of the phone. " Man I did not know you had another daughter at all I only know of Lexi she is missing?" I sigh " No its not Lexi I have two daughters Shawn and Lexi. Lexi is 10 years older than Shawn and she is sick she has paranoid scitsophrenia and she is a danger to herself and others." "Why are you calling me then? Call the emergency line and file a missing persons report man you know this." Defeated I said " Please man you jnow how long it takes I need more help than just filing the report I know your the best and tracking down missing people." I am secretly hopeing he bites the bate I set for him. " No I cant this has to be done by the book you know that. Plus you lied to me about how many kids you have I dont care if it was to not be judged because she was crazy. Your favors have run out man and I dont think she is crazy I think there is more going on that you lied about. If you want her back call the police not me and file a missing persons report. Do this by the book I'm not doing your dirty work anymore James." Dean hung up and now I am f****d what the f**k and I supposed to do now. Should I have called him no I think that was a mistake. Maybe I should just call Donte.

I dial Donte's number " What do I owe this please too James." His sickly cocky gravely voice says on the other end of the line. " I have a provlem we need to solve but I would like a meeting." s**t he will see right through me. " I will be over in 20 min." He hangs up before I can even respond I am royally f****d.