Mending a broken spirit

Chapter 4

Axel's POV.....

After shawn left the room i could not stop thinking about her. Is she ok is she scared will she answer my texts. I have all these things running theough my head with worry. Leo looks at me " I'm guessing once your bounced from here I need to take you back to get your bike and you will be back." How the f**k dose he know me so well that I cant leave well enough alone. " Ya how did you know?" Leo chuckled and said " It was the look in your eye that said it all man." He was right I can't leave her alone I need to get to know her and protect her and love her. She is my end game. I want her to be my ol'lady wife and mother to my children. I want it all with her.

Leo and I sat in my room talking about training and playing on our phones while we waited for the Dr to come back. A little while later the Dr came in " Good evening Mr. Packtson how are you this evening?" " I'm ok how are things looking Doc?" " Well it's sprained keep it in the ace bandages for a week and try and stay off of it as much as possible please." I groan " Alright Doc can I get a note for work and the fire hall please?" " Sure I will have shawn bring that in for you is there any questions for me?" I shake my head " No thank you Doc." " My pleasure have a good night." After the Dr walked out Leo looked at me " I will go and get the truck." I look up " ok be out soon."

Not too long after my godess herself walked in with my discharge papers. " Ok Axel are you ready to blow this popcicle stand?" Oh s**t she has a sassy funny side oh damn thats sexy. I chuckle a little " Yes I am my beautiful godess." She looks up at me and just smiles a genuine smile with her big doe eyed look my c**k instantly went hard for her. " Well very forward of you I see." She chuckles and looks down at what she is doing. I sign everything needed and then before she can escape I grab her arm and kiss her. I kiss her with all the love and passion I have for her. All I can feel if the fire she has lit in my heart for her. The fire works from this kiss make my c**k throb for her. We break apart from one another and I rest my forhead on her and look into her beautiful eyes. I said " You my beautiful godess are mine and mine alone dont you forget that."

All I can do is hope I don't scare her away from me sbd is like a drug to me.

Shawn's POV....

Why would he say those things to me why would he kiss me like that I am shicked. I just look at him and shake my head and look down at the floor feeling as safe and protect. He feels like gome we fit together prefctly. He says " My godess pleass look at me" I look up at him and with all the love and kindness and compassion in his eyes he says " I will be waiting for you to get off of work beautiful so meet me at my bike text me when your walking out." I shake my head and say " Ok text me first so I have your number please." He said " I did all ready beautiful all you have to do is reply." I say with a chuckle " Ok we are not allowed to have our phones on the floor." He chuckles and shakes his head " Oh really babes becauss I can see your phone right here." He then grabs my ass cheek and squeeses right on my phones s**t. He was right I was lying to him. I did not want to reply to him because I am scared. I don't want to fall for him but he feels like home. I am torn on what to do.

Well its only May 2nd so if I can get to know him enough to trust him with tests maybe he will come with him. But then i have to tell him what happened. Ugh! I say " caught me but I was charting so I did not have a chance." I answered honsetly because that was part of the truth because I was charting and thinking about what to do. He says with a chuckle " My mom is a nurse so I get it your busier than her here in the ER so I undersrand." Oh his mom is a nurse he is just pulling my chain maybe? " Your mom is a nurse where?" Trying to find some common ground. " At a nirsing home just in Westing center." " Thats amazing I know her work is harder with the elderly I am too emotional for that line of nursing." That is very true I am a bleeding heart for the elderly because they are hurting far more and missing family and their independence. I would hate to see them like that it hust breaks my heart. I look up at Axel and say " Well your ready to leave and I have to get back to work." " Oh sorry." And he lets me go and I feel the loss of his body heat and I feel empty. I say " It's ok Axel but I will text you when I leave and I will meet you at your bike I get off in 2 hours." It was 6am when Axle was getting ready to leave.

" Great I have time to go gome shower and grab my bike." I start to chuckle and shake my head " All right my knight on a strel horse." He tilts his head back and starts the loudest belly laugh I have ever heard. He said to me " I have never been called that before mostly criminal." I feel sad all of a sudden for him becauss he is a volunteer fire fighter he serves his community. How could people be so crule to a man like him. I say to him " I am sorry people are so crule and judge you for what you look like and drive I can tell your a wonderful man." He just looks at me with a huge s**t earing grin from ear to ear.

Axel's POV.....

How is it that this women can continue to melt my heart. I say to her " Thank you for wanting to see past what I look like and for who I am as a person." She just smiles and says " Your welcome you don't deserve be to treated like a criminal just by how you look over your actions." She is a beautiful soul and I'm happy to call her mine.