Alistair didn't mention what happened with Hailee or Lena, but I can tell he’s been holding back. It’s astonishing to see all these different facets of him—caring, sweet, understanding, knowing not to broach a sensitive topic, knowing when to do so. I wasn’t expecting perfect boyfriend material, but this guy’s hitting all the chords.
That somehow scares me, but I don’t want any doubts tainting my mind now. That’s the last thing we need at the pinnacle of our relationship.
Doing my own homework for once feels completely new. Seeing clear space on my bed without unfamiliar subjects of work splaying around opens unknown airways in my lungs. It makes it easier to breathe.
Once I finish, I put my notes away and search for Ruth. From the beginning to end, I tell her every miniscule detail and
