(Carlos) Shit, I scared her away. Why did I try to kiss her? What is wrong with me today? First I opened up about my past and then I tried to kiss her. I was acting like a hormonal teenager and it didn't sit right with me. I still find myself imagining what her lips would taste like after all this time. “Get yourself together Carlos,” I said to myself. I smiled at Charles who was currently fast asleep on the bed. The nurse had given him some medications and they always knocked him out after a while. I was concerned and informed the doctor about it but she replied by saying that it only meant that the drugs were working. The door opened to reveal my father with the doctor and I felt my mood immediately change. I knew he was here to cause more problems. He gave me a little smile and I k

