As more people began to form in the space outside the white room, whispers had started to generate excitedly as word spread. Jon was one of the last to come and join us, his face like thunder. He obviously still had the news that I did not want to raise a child with, well, a child, let alone one I had just met at the forefront of his brain. I broke away from the crowd and took him aside. “Come on, Jon, you heard what Judith, I mean, Ella has gone and done haven’t you? This is the moment we’ve all been waiting for. Forget about the whole pregnancy thing please just until we’re…” “Forget?! Forget about the fact you want to just get rid of our baby?” he scoffed, genuine hurt presenting itself as tears formed in his eyes. “Jon I’m not doing this now. Let’s deal with this first, okay?” “I d

