Summer
I still wasn’t fully sure what he was thinking, but he seemed to be calm about the whole thing for now. Although as I climbed into the shower, he was taking the trash out. It was the perfect time for him to bolt. And I wasn’t sure if I would blame him if he did try and run. It wasn’t like either of us had planned on having a kid right now. In fact, I knew he had never really wanted kids. I was on the fence about the whole thing. I enjoyed my freedom and being able to do things when I wanted to. I never saw myself as a mom. But now, standing in the shower letting the water wash over me, I got the first chance all day to let the results really sink in. And if I was being honest, I was so damn happy. I was scared at the same time. But I had a life growing inside me. I was getting a
