34 We stood in front of each other in silence. I couldn’t continue my words because of the uncertain answer that I had in mind. What could be the best answer? Should I say ‘sure, I will stay’ but for whatever reason I should say that? Any answer means there is a follow up question which I need to provide another answer. With that, what should I say? “So?” He insists once again despite the silence I have been giving him. It was suffocating — or maybe it was just me because of the thoughts running through my mind — that I can barely breath. Compared to others, it was just a simple question that was easy to answer. It was only a yes or no answer but I still can’t provide anything because of how much I am contemplating. A sigh escapes my lips, looking up to him so I can meet his eyes. It w

