The Girl I Met In Dreams

"Love Hurts "

What jane ? Setve was with some other girl how this can happen? I asked in an shoking way , you guys were so into your love life and how he can do this f**k. I said angrily, then jane started crying again and she said i also thought the same things that you're thinking ronney but things are different here she said this in a sad tone , okay tell me but please don't cry i replied in an caring way , when i saw him with some other girl i was pissed off , i didn't knew what to say , what to do , so i grabbed Steve's wrist and pulled him out of the club angrily, and he was laughing and behaving weird , what is going on Steve you i trusted you from the core of my heart how can you do this to me ? I asked him , he laughed at my face and said why are you creating a scene of all this I'm just having fun , don't ruin my party , I'll say join the party babe come on we'll have fun he said in an casual way . I was crying and looking at his face he was all drunk and looking at me with an smiling face like nothing is unusual and everything is fine and okk , i got angry and i slapped him , he smiled at me and said you wanna hit me okay let's do this hit me more , i was broked, angry and shattered from inside, I hugged him and i collapsed down with him , i was crying like hell and i was just keep asking him , who was that girl ? Tell me please you can't do this to me we both love eachother, you promised me that you're going to be with me for rest of your life please Steve don't do this to me please, but Steve started laughing and said I'm not leaving you i want you to leave me it's not happening i can't be with you , after saying this he stood up and walked again inside the club , i was broked from inside it was like end of my world and i lay down on the road, that was a clod and dark night sky was full of star's but i couldn't find them beautiful, i was just hoping that this is a dream and I'll wake up every thing will be fine again Steve will come back to me .................!

But nothing happens like that , after 3 hrs party stops i was laying in the corner of the road , Steve came he looked at me and walked away with that girl he was there in the club after few minutes my mom came she picked me up , she told me to get inside the car but i was not in my senses it's like i stopped feeling any kind of emotions other than pain , my mom was driving the car and she was just keep asking what happened to you dear , say to mom please, i couldn't hear her voice because it was a blurry kind of voice . Then my nose started bleeding my mom took me to the hospital, Steve's mother came there and my dad came there , everyone was tensed and after 28 hrs my body started responding to medicine after 5 days doctor allows me to go home . I came back home , my mom and dad decided to live together because of my condition after that also i use to call Steve but he was not answering, 6 months passed i was a bit okay for people around me but inside i was in very much pain , one day i got a call from Steve's mother she was crying and Said jane my dear please can you come to my home there is something I wanna show you please baby . I said okay , is Steve's also there she started crying loudly and Said no he can't be home or anywhere else . I was shocked and i asked her nervously why are you saying like this mam what happened to him ? You just come home please she requested. Okay I'll be there in half n hour i booked a cab for Steve's house and i reached there , i knocked the door her mother came and opened the door with tears in her eyes , she invited me in and she hugged me and started crying, what happened please tell me mam ? I asked her she gave me a dairy and told me to read it , I opened the dairy and on the first page there was written , success is bigger than love and over it i got very less time Steve . I looked at her mom's face in an questioning face and my eyes went wet , where is Steve i asked loudly and tears were falling from my eyes and her mother said he's no more i started crying like hell and I lost the last hope to be with him as well but he knows that i love him , i truned the page and i started reading, this is the first day jane we didn't met all day i miss you baby i don't know how I'm gonna live with out you fir six months, this is the worst part of my life ............ I turned the page, today is my first audition of a commercial play if I will succeed in this I can get a chance to work in a movie, but I'm not going to tell you i want you to see me on the big screen , i can imagine your face looking me on the Big screen , i love you , baby i don't know but there it's the worst time of my life you're not here , i selected in the play they said they'll take me in the movie but they want a huge amount of money, i don't have it and i started working but it's not sufficient for the amount which i want, I'm dying to talk to you but i think i have done wrong things i think the best i can do is keep distance from you , truned the page ................... I can't do this anymore I'm drinking alcohol taking drugs to forget you , but you shouldn't have came to the club the people and the girl with whom I was they all are drugs dealers i thought I will make money and then I'll get a chance in the movie, I'm stuck with this and they were threatening me that if I'll not be far from you'll they'll shoot you that's why i didn't came to you when I was leaving and after that they asking me about you yours details phn no . So i had a fight with them there was 3 guys and i was alone they break my 2 fingers and i got some scratches on my face , after that one of the took his gun in his and and i hit his wrist and got his gun and they got my phn they were going to misuse our personal images and they were about to leak your number on social media i didn't want that so i shooted them and ran away on the other day police started investigate , i was scared and i decided to shoot my self I'm sorry jane i love you i just want one thing from you and that is you have to be an actor study and live my dream i love you and I'm with you don't miss me , after that i got depression and i was isolated fir 2 years then i came to acting school to live his dream ...........................