Marrying The Mafia Prince

Chapter 18

I am actually speechless i have no idea what i should say what i should do at all. One half of me is wanting to give in and give whatever this is a go and the other half doesn't want to get hurt or start to trust someone and it back fires and I'm left alone again.

i have never loved anyone or opened up to anyone what if he walks way from me, i don't know if i could handle that. i terrified to love for the first time and the thing that i dont think Logan can see is that i am bounded in chains of emotional destruction everything good in my life leaves like my mother left me,the dad that i knew left and came back as a horrible person. what if i make Logan worse or turn into someone that that i cant be.

the other side of me is saying be with him. I have finally found someone that wants be for me and trust and i believe in us or what we can be. life is about embracing your fears , he has put all of his trust in me so i need to do the same and try this might be the only time i will every find happiness.

This is my shot, to show him how I feel, I grabbed his face and closed my eyes and kissed him. I have never kissed anyone like this before I felt like every hair on my body was standing up and I had butterflies in my stomach. i feel like this kiss between us has broke down all of the walls that i have put up get to show Logan the real me and i get to see the real Logan Bates.

It took Logan a while to realize what is happening but when it did realize he kissed back. The action of him kissing me back really showed me that he does care as he put so much passion into the kiss.I have never thought so much emotion could go into one kiss but it can and i cant be happier than i am right now. i dont want it to end just in case something goes wrong and i will never feel this loved or completed ever again.

We pulled away from each other and just looked into each other eyes and I couldn't help but break a smile causing Logan to smile back. He placed his forehead again mine.

"I guess i take that as you will give this a shot?"

I just smiled bigger and kissed him again with the same amount of emotion that Logan kissed me with thirty seconds ago. Again my point was proven wrong it felt the same and i knew from now on as long as i have Logan Bate in my life i think i will be just fine.