Marrying The Mafia Prince

chapter 15

Right now me and Logan have just come back from his dad house. to describe the car ride home it would be silent from the minute we got into the car to to home not one of us talked the only sound that enters to the car was the low hum of the engine and the low volume of the radio. when we got home Logan went straight to his office as he said that he has got some phone calls to take care off.

Which is a good thing because then I don't have to talk about it and I can just sit quietly and think about what has happened so when Logan does come and ask any sort of question I can give him an answer hopefully that makes sense.

I keep thinking what did i do wrong in my past life.

After what has just happened I can feel myself start to break and I keep telling myself to hold on and to keep strong but sometimes its a lot harder doing it then just saying it to yourself.

It's been about an hour off me sitting on the couch arguing with myself before Logan comes out of his office looking confused and angry.

I instantly stand up and go over to him to see if he is okay and also so I don't have to sit on the couch for any longer as my legs are starting to go numb.

I look up at him so see if I can solve the puzzled that is forming in his mind but he wont look at me with the height different between me and Logan him looking straight forward he looks completely over my head.I hesitated for a second before I placed my hand on his cheek slowly so that he is aware of what I am doing.

I reached his cheek and he reluctantly look down at me, I can see in his eyes that he is bewildered on how to fix this.To be honest I am feeling the same thing I don't know what to do and i'm slightly getting scared that I can't do anything to help. Everything in my body is telling me to leave to stop putting all this stress on him and his family to not get attached to him as in my life everything that i love gets ripped away from me and not being able to stop it.

I feel so useless.