TRISTAN'S POV
I feel bad. No! Bad is an understatement as to what I felt at that moment.
This day as a whole has been filled with a lot of self-condemnation.
I still couldn't understand why Mrs Finn chose this day of all days to die just after i had broken her daughter's heart.
I felt most miserable that she was going through all of this. One her own. No one to console her and no matter how I tried to justify my actions, I couldn't find a reason.
Shame wouldn't let me reach out to her as I knew Laureen, she would not even glance a second time at her screen if she saw my name pop up there, which was why i had resolved to call Sandra, whom I knew had taken her hope.
When I heard her voice in the background, it was all I needed to console myself and keep living. She was okay, and st
